Friday, July 04, 2008

My sixth sense was right.I felt real uncomfortable this evening.

Yes thank you to those people who have participated in messing up my directions,my mind, my life,everything.Thanks.Real thanks.

I really don't want to hear anymore.
Totally messed up

Thursday, July 03, 2008

与朋友的承诺:D

Haha today after school went to Lot1 with Yuangeok,Elene and Tay.Eat Kfc for lunch.Then Tay went to join e1 people because he was going to sport heats.Then I was waiting for Wenyee to finish her sup so Geok and Elene pei me hang around awhile.We stayed in Popular for 1 hour?== Quite retarded lol.We wasted 45 min at the CD-rama there cause they were playing XIAOJINGTENG's album again [: Hehe.

After they left, Wenyee came.Hahaha.Then we went to walk around.Awwww we are both addictive.We see each other almost everyday.Woots!

Wenyee is a badd liar!;p

Tomorrow is Chinese O lvl Oral Exam.My bro's one also tomorrow :D

Looking forward to the future is good (:

Can you like stop being so hate-able?
I am trying so damn hard to make myself have no feelings, even hatred, for you,
then there you are doing so many irritating and annoying things.
Can you don't be so hypocritical and don't put words into people's mouth?
Can you respect other people and also respect yourself?
If you really never do anything wrong then why you scared people talk about you?
People are not as irresponsible as you.

At first I tried to control myself to hate you for what you did.
In the end, because of what you did to my friends,
I have no more reason to stop myself to hate you for who you are.

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

('o',)

Hahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahaha.
Finally watched finish Ep16 of Fatedtoloveyou.
Quite draggy..zzzz
BUT EP17 IS GOING TO BE SUPER SUPER NICE.
OMG Chenxinyi so hiong lo!
AHHHHHH She is going to eat Chunxi up D:

Today after school went to Lot1 with Yuangeok and Yingqi because Geok wanted to meet someone from the Internet.Yingqi left just when we reached there ==

People can have opinion that goes really really wronggg.Faith affects everyone's perception.It blinds both your mind and soul.It's when you really step back to look at the whole picture then will you realise the truth.

Faith doesn't comes with expectations.Faith is believing in something.Expectations is hoping for something.Expectations leads to disappointments.

Lol and I unintentionally made Yingqi and Yuangeok abit pissed.As in, it's not I made them angry(they are not angry at me also lol).It was just some facts that made them feel so.Haha but those facts doesn't really have any effect me though.

Hahaha.Some people just find themselves repeating the same process and going around the same old spot.Hello?Won't you be sick and tired of it?Life without any 突破 is boringgg.

Quote of the day: "If only your conscience is clear."

Wenyee wenyee wenyee~~~
LOL.
Directions with excitement!:D

Tuesday, July 01, 2008

YO!

At 4T1.
Dealing with Maths stuffffs.

ME & JEWEL sorting out the stationeries.

YINGQI,(the hidden)YUAN GEOK,JEWEL,ME & SHEENA!


WAAA ROLE-PLAY AH!
US with TAY!

Eeeeeeeuk!

The king!


Model show?


Sexy!(?)

LOL.Did I mention we were having Detention Class?

Haha Mrs Wai let us on the air-con somemore.Hehe.

If detention class don't come with stupid demerit point, I think we will be more than happy to come and help :D

This damn demerit point is mine (&also Zifeng's) first point.Quite sad ah.

Because of one bloody study plan.

Okay maybe it's our fault, we made MrDamian disappointed.

Haha.Just now after tuition Me,Wenyee and Mader were talking about Theme Parks.Cause we were sitting right at the back, and I was grabbing the stupid seat tightly!Zzz!People with poor balancing skills.Should have bigger ears haha. Then all of us realise we were all scared of those Roller Coasters and friends (: Yay.

The curve between yesterday and today was quite a struggle.Fortunately (insertname1) said inspiring things.Haha."Puppy love".Everyone needs a experience of "Puppy love" to know what is "true love" (: And "Puppy love" fades just like that.不声不响的。Lol.And seriously I think I am very lucky to have everything controllable.Phew.Just in time just in time.Finally understand what (insertname2) meant by deciding with no regrets.

That really really reminded me of what I felt went wrong during the process.And I realise when people are in relationships, they tend to package themselves up to become something that seemed flawless, which is just not themselves.And this cover is enough to cover up all the characteristics of what someone really is.

Maybe I am guilty of it too.Maybe.So I am trying to get myself back on tracks, back to being someone who I really realllyyyyy am (:

And I actually forgotten how the whole thing was an obstacles to alot of things.Luckily cleared in time before big sacrifices that will bring regrets are made.

Actually, I was quite positive on 010108 that this is all about 依赖.Lol.But just forgot all about it.Opps (:

Quote of the day: "只要学会爬起,机会就回来"

Responsibility can't be brought in at this point, sadly.Lol.