life is plain meaningless

decided to put up another post for today ah hah.

this few days i am feeling so damn depressed.
i also don't know what has gotten into me.
i keep thinking about those negative side, of almost everything.
like,my blog is so quiet and deserted
and that no one hardly visit it.

and i feel so lost all of a sudden.
and reflecting on so much things.
then i begin to realise that i changed,
she was a girl who do what she likes,
but now, no.
why can't i do what i want now?

i feel so helpless.
why some things just can't go the way i want it to be?
and just because i want things to go the way i want,
i do things that that past me wouldn't have done.

异样的目光，我真得受不了。
我不想再看到有色眼镜。

now tell me, am i asking for too much?
all i want is just a simple life,
to have people caring for you,
to have just a single best friend who understands you and will always be with you,
to experienced all kinds of love,
to have a family who always supports and stands for you.
isn't that how life is suppose to be?
TELL ME AM I ASKING TOO MUCH?
oh no they are too difficult.

moment of calmness~~
oh what i wrote,
so surprised man.
behaving like a perfect emo.
LOL.
the sun has dried the rain,
and the rainbow appears.
enough of those complaints,
now you see a cheerful girl again(:

ah hah.feeling so crazy now....
the above post is kind of crappy i realise
and i hope people kindly just ignore it larhx.
the content is like so not leo-ish.
leo will never be emo,
or they will never show other people even if they are.
because leos are qiang zhes,
they shall never be weak.
haha.no idea what has gotten into me.
i think qiaoling or xiaoqiang has come into my body and made me typed those.
so ya,I AM BACK((:
quite hyper now!
think cause i eat tidbits just now.
if not is because i was listening to songs(and there is one yuzhe's derhx orh!)
HAHA~~~
signed,06:08pm