Friday, April 27, 2007

new haircut

hahaha.today after school,geok(yuangeok),zhuzhu(kailin) and me went to plaza to eat at mac.then wawa(sihui)and hilary came after we finished our meals.then we went walk here walk there.at going 4 like that,hilary went home then the rest of us went to bukit panjang derhx market.cause i want cut my hair(: and haha.now i am with my new hairstyle.kind of not used to it.cause i cut spike,a bit like zhuzhu,wawa,and geok like that.then like when i touch behind my hair,WAA so thin man!a bit xiao dao.HAHA.then after we went BACK to plaza to find valerie.she went to EC House.hai we were pretty disappointed with their attitudes lorhx.

SAI!going exam liaox.but i no mood revise.today slack a bit first,tomorrow then K books.

aiyos,the stupid,idiotic,unlikeable feeling is back.cause just now went to kailin's frienster acc,then saw mr.ong's friendster acc,then i was like,HAI...although that one week is super short,but i do think we had enjoyable time.then it brings me all other memories.OH MAN!hai.even if those people that has participated in my life don't remember me,don't worry,i will still remember your for as long as i live(:even if it is just a really very tiny-winy derhx memories,and you don't even bother to save a space in your brain for it,i will make sure i have space in mine to store(:

haha.tired tired.feel like sleeping lerhx :0*yawn*

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

EXAMS!!!ARGHH~~~

GAWD!!!i spent 3 hours managing my mp3 songs cause i thought i would be in a better revision mood when i listen to songs,and who knows,after struggling for 3 hours,the thing is still not done.I GAVE UP.

haha.anyways.today i went to mac with xiaojun,shimin and changfeng.and we were listening to songs and revising.we were doing history revision.and i only do until chapter 3...i hope tomorrow can still have revision(:

OH MY!STRESSED!tomorrow elizabeth gonna come to our class and check our attire.she win lerhx lorhx):

what i am thinking now is not examinations,but what is going to happen after exams.i am thinking about going out,doing this,doing that,when exam also haven't passed.pro lorhx me.

OH MAN,so disappointed.whatever i want never come):
MARION PLEASE WAKE UP AND FACE THE REALITY!
STOP SLEEPING IN YOUR OWN KIND OF WORLD!

hai.no motivation for exams.a while say must revise don't use computer,then here i am using the computer like nobody's business.HAHA.

Thursday, April 19, 2007

I LOVE POSTING

i think i am going more and more crazy already.nowadays i have been posting post after post in A DAY.but i really really really really really love blogging.cause in here i can say whatever i feel.HAHA.blog is now something i cannot live without.

ya so whats the point of this post?i came to realise that the world is too complicated.i hate the feeling of being reminded of something that you really missed.like when i am reminded of primary school,i go crazy.and like being reminded of genesis sch and mr.ong,i feel bad of forgetting them also): WHY DO LIFE HAVE TO BE SO COMPLICATED?WHY CAN'T IT BE AS SIMPLE AS IT SEEMS?and i treat all things too complicated.i worry too much.i realise i like avoiding things.but now since i realise,i am trying hard to solve all the problem before its too late that i regret all my life.HAHA.i kind of everytime because of my mood,people who comes to me would be victims.REAL SORRY!

haha i already made a few steps.let's see how it goes.(:

PIZZA FRENZY!

haha.today FINALLY!seng ge finally got the 10 pizzas for us liaox!thanks to the science challege people and those who had helped!because of your we can enjoy all those pizzas!and last of all,thanks mr.seng too(: haha after eating the pizza i even hungrier.LOL!

ohh.thanks shimin so much for losting one of my markers cap.HAHA.kidding larhx.but luckily in the end yuan geok found it.BUT,i have to admit that i was quite not happy with shimin that the cap was missing,even though she borrowed the marker for OUR he project.its not that i scared it would dry up(well,i did use this as an excuse so that she would feel guilty...BUT I AM GUILTY FOR IT NOW) or because of the $1.90.it was actually because i didn't feel that 'sorriness' in her.the message i got form her is that she doesn't care about my markers.and i know 'sorry' is just a word larhx,but would you prefer a person with no 'sorriness' saying sorry or not saying sorry?i would have felt a lot better if she apologised.worst of all,she even thought that the cap was lost in the first place.and she said she would look for it,but she didn't.and she didn't even ask me whether i found it back.BUT,after that ok already.HAHA.because the cap came back(:

as you can see,from the story i said,i am really super weird person.if you accidentally spoiled or lost my thing,be it very very expensive,or something very important to me,i really won't mind,provided that i can feel you are very sorry or something.REALLY,I CAN SWEAR!cause i have always been like that.but if you accidentally spoiled or lost my thing,be it very very cheap,or something that i adopted from the floor,if i really cannot feel even just a little amount of guiltiness,then i really really will not forgive you.i mean if you feel guilty already,you think i will be so evil to blame you?if i do,i will not forgive myself HAHA.but if you forgive yourself before i do,then how can i forgive you?LOL.i am that kind of person.

haha i went to read this year post just now,and haha,i think i like that 'me' compared to last year's me(:

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

I HATE THE OLD ME

hai.this is the problem.everytime when i reread the posts i have wrote,i feel so stupid.i really really really really understand how come i deleted many posts last time(after deleting i regretted,so i told myself never to do that again).i realise how many people i could have offended in my long long ago posts.and i just came to realise how childish i was.BUT at least now arhx,its different.maybe cause last time i was more childish,weaker in expressing myself in words,or sometimes i want to say,simply rude.if anyones ever reads my old posts,PLEASE,I BEG YOU,don't take i to heart.cause you really can see that i am kind of like a different person NOW.and also,the old me,enjoys finding excuses to make myself feel better.BUT NOW I AM DIFFERENT,i don't like excuses.

I GREW((:

NAFA TEST '07

haha today we have our NAFA test(five stations)
my result:
Sit-ups:38 times.A,5.
Sit and reach:37cm.C,3.
Shuttle run:11.3sec.B,4.(just one more 0.1 second left and i could have gotten a A!!!)
Incline pull-up:10 time.C,3.
Standing board jump:154cm.C,3.
2.4km run:<16min.C,3.
total points:21

for the 2.4km run,i am not quite too sure of the time.because yesterday lisa said that we were like 15 and a half or more.but its definitely less than 16min.so i put it as C.if really this is my result,that i didn't make any mistake,i think i can get a gold.(:then just now i was like telling my brother,and he was like saying how he got full marks in sec 1 and a bronze in sec 2 because he was sick and didn't attend.and i think next week pe lesson i would run with determination HAHA

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

class debate

HAHA.today my group(lisa,xiaojun and me),proposition won the debate with ruming,zhouyou and zhiying as the opposition.they didn't even know its today can!

hai today run 2.4 again.everytime don't have motivation.and then next week lisa has choir SYF,so i would be running by myself.the astrology says that leo have good perservance,but it isn't that true for me in terms of sports.so have to wait for next week,to see whether if that is true or not.

today quite a lot of homework.then later still have tuition.feel like bursting right now.

haha i went to the channel u website,and i saw the top 20s.the 13-year-old boy damn cute can!!haha.

相信就有,
不相信就没有。
加油!

Monday, April 16, 2007

alone(:

please,people at the tagboard.i don't know what your are doing here.if your want to quarrel please go somewhere else.or do your want me to name the tagboard quarrel territory for bla bla and bla bla?and i don't understand why your have to provoke one another and hurt the friendship between yourselves.is that what your should do at a tagboard,at MY tagboard?

*sigh*things are getting on my nerves.stresed arhx~~~firstly examinations are coming,there is so many projects,etc.let me talk about how succesful my home econ project is and how cooperative timothy and justin were.the first day when we started the project,it was damn prefect.everyone gave ideas.shimin and i saw light for a moment.and then last week,we have to type in our proposal.look what we have done.justin was typing,timothy kept going to jiong han,left with shimin and i to decide all things.ok nevermind!then after justin had typed finished,there he was opening some software to design brochures,when we didn't even have the product out!and the last wonderful thing is that we have to hand in by THIS week.so today we already booked timothy and justin to stay back FOR A WHILE after school.when shimin and i came back from assembly,just as i reached my place,timothy came to us and told shimin that he would stay back tomorrow and asked whether he could leave now.and i don't know why,shimin allowed.TOMORROW?WHAT WE NEED TO DO WAS JUST TO COUNT THE BUDGET!YOU SAID YOU WANT TO COME TOMORROW,WHEN WE ARE NOT STAYING TOMORROW.SO YOU ARE THINKING THAT WE WOULD FINISH THE JOB AND YOU DON'T HAVE TO BOTHER A BIT?and then justin disappeared,he went for his lunch.and his reason was he had maths remedial.HEY COME ON!YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY PERSON WITH MATHS REMEDIAL ALRIGHT?SHIMIN IS ATTENDING IT TOO!I MEAN ARE YOU THE ONLY ONE WHO NEED LUNCH?fine whatever,and then in the end it was changfeng who came and helped.he is not in our group and he helped!(anyways thanks changfeng)

ok let's get into a lighter mood.the best medicine--yuzhe.let me proceed to his blog first.ok alright.CALMED.well.haha.today art test,i was hurrying can.cause during assembly i will be the time keeper.and then kailin beside me don't know how to draw.and then she was like keep erasing.REAL SORRY KAILIN!cause i was in a hurry so i didn't have time to help you out.well i didn't really complete my artpiece.so really you know how 'no time' i was.SORRY!

不知道从什么时候开始,
我习惯了一个人,
再也不怕寂寞。
我发现最了解我的一切除了自己,
还是自己。
当你了解,
地球不会因为你不开心而停止转动,
时间不会因为你快乐而放慢脚步,
世界不会因为你有什么变化而改变,
你不会再浪费时间去寻找一个了解自己的人。
一个人的开心,
只会让开心缩成一半。
一个人的难过,
只会让难过增加一倍。
孤单是一个人的狂欢,
就让我尽情的狂欢吧!
孤单万岁!!

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

2007 LDDS SYF:swiss cottage presents,birds of the feather

oh when i look back at the previous post i feel like laughin.think there is something wrong with my mind.it isn't as serious as i think.LOLS.

well back to what happen today.today is LDDS SYF!oh my!so cool larhx.its been 2 years since i had been to a SYF.GOOD JOB LDDS!i think everyone put their best effort liaox.hai we can only know the result 2 or 3 weeks from now.i do think i have confidence in LDDS.

hai because of SYF then shu hui and i couldn't have our chinese test today,so it is postponed to tomorrow.so tomorrow there will be two test,history and chinese.no wonder i have been having a headache in the afternoon.SIAN~~

HAHA.nurmatha they all and i created a game called 'the observation game'.its the 'COOLEST' game in the world.LOL.

need to go revise for test liaox.BYE~!

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

SLAB-BOX

HEE.today i damn happy hahaha.cause last week we did a chinese composition titled:老师,我有话跟你说。and then i made up a story,kind of adapted from hana kimi.i mean i only adapted 南学长。and the story is about 'me' telling teacher how i 暗恋 this guy.ITS ONE OF THE LUCKY TIMES WHEN I SCORE SLIGHTLY ABOVE AVERAGE FOR A FAKE STORY!HAHA.i was like worrying for the week larhx.i kept telling myself,WHAT DID I DO ARHS?i mean like this is really very risk-taking.hahaha.then i prayed hard i don't fail larhx.THEN IN THE END GUESS WHATS MY SCORE.38/50!!(with a star beside the score HAHA).then 曹老师 wrote something at the back, its says,"文笔不赖,能很好的表达人物心情" i was like,OH AM I DREAMING?i expected a failure haha(she say until like i got a lot of experience like that...)HAHA.SO HAPPY.and today i kept saying danson helped me score 38 marks for my compo.LOL

YAY!finally finished the animal slab-box.so stupid lorhx,to think somebody went to meddle with the machine and ended most of us with scattered clay.BUT FINALLY REDO FINISH!actually i really have to thanks lisa larhx,cause if not for her,i cannot finished derhx lorhx.she did practically the whole thing.THANKS LISA!

off to watch my KO ONE!

Monday, April 02, 2007

KO ONE!(:

OH MAN!I AM SO IN LOVE WITH KO ONE CAN!especially leikesi.walau yuzhe act damn good can.act until i so don't like leikesi.this proves that yuzhe acting rox!he really put alot of hard work in this show larhx!I LOVE YUZHE!and there was a crying scene larhx,and his tears were like tapwater,keep flowing out.OMG!HE ROCKS!SO LOVE DANSON!

Sunday, April 01, 2007

sick):

hai.today i got the flu.maybe cause yesterday too late sleep and too early wake up bahx.woke at 7am.cause got ldds.hai yesterday,something not nice happened lahx.but actually the thing is quite complicated.and many people didn't know about the other half of the story.

hahaha.my father so fake larhx.he 'promised' my bro to buy him a basketball,and me a guitar,a new mp3 and a new phone.i say he fake cause he told my bro he will get one for him last week.so it's not gonna happen.hahaha.

feel so sorry larhx.today mader ask me whether my last year geo textbk got natural vegetation anot,cause she wants to study for her geo test.then she say she will come my house during the afternoon.after that i feel asleep larhx,cause not feeling well mahx.then six something then wake up.in the end we went to mc for my dinner and her snack.then ya i passed the book to her.haha.SO SRY!

hai.why do i always have weird dreams one arhx?and its like in every dream i feel so bliss.although i don't really remember what i dreamt and why i feel xingfu.SO WEIRD!and after every dream i will like learn something larhx.and a dream really changes me.hai