EXAMS.

People have their own way of thinking and their very own opinion so don't force to think what you think is right just because you think it's right (:

zzzzz While I was trying to blog and while chatting with ZhiHui my whole computer went crazy.Change in colour and size.My font for msn is like suppose to be pink?Then It became grey ==

Lol Ya it looked like this.

Haha.Wa he gave Madeline, Veronica and Me titles.Madeline is "Sunshine",her skin tone gives her a very sporty look,which is contrast her "cheerful and laggy character(He said it!Not me!).Then Veronica is "Cheeky", lol it's true she likes to disiao people, but in a good way.Guess what I am titled! "Sophisticated"!(???) He said I am "just lyk charming n mysterious when serious".Funny!That's a joke man!I didn't tell him I was laughing non-stop when he said that.

That reminds me of someone saying he looks damn attractive when he's serious in class last year(Haha you know who you are!) Shhh...Not going tell you!

Grrrr suddenly remember Saturday after tuition.Me, Veron, Marcus and Jiachyi went to KFC.Don't know what's wrong with the two guys, Veron say what they also want connect them to fat.Hello!If Veron is fat then I think everyone should stop eating from now on?Then I don't know how I got dragged inside too.Ya la Marcus is the skinniest.Zzz.He asked why I need to wear such a big belt.
"Why not?"
"Cause you are small?But you are fat."
"........"

I am speechless!Is that why skinny girls go anorexic?

Haha.Hm.Exams.Monday's english paper 1 and chinese paper 2, I know how well I am going to do, so I am not going to complain about how short and crappy I wrote for all, then today's social studies....I just suddenly forgotten how to do social studies!

Gobstopper is nice you know?Not for the fact that it smells like some detergent, but it's nice because it's nice.Erm What am I talking about?

Hahaha I have been continueing 恶作剧2吻 just before exam started.How cool is that?Lol.Cause I must slack first then I will study to balance everything ;D So today I went home and continue watching one episode!Haha.Then I went to sleep.Sleep until 4 something.Then WenYee called me.WenYee is a witch!She doesn't allow me to go bathe.HAHA!Then at night I chatted with Nurmatha.GCE O level is very hard you know?HAHA!Opps.....

Usually migraine causes episodes of severe or moderate headache (which is often one-sided and pulsating) lasting from four to 72 hours,accompanied by gastrointestinal upsets, such as nausea and vomiting, and a heightened sensitivity to bright lights (photophobi) and noise (hyperacusis). Approximately one third of people who experience migraine get a preceding aura, in which a patient senses a strange light or unpleasant smell.
-From wikipedia

I have been a victim of migraine since very very young (like at the age of 4-6?), AND I SERIOUSLY HATE IT.. And guess what, I am having it right now.ZZZZZZZ.

I have nothing more to say.Bye!(:

(:

Lol grape mentos!!!!!:D

Syahmi is crazy.He did something stupid(Or maybe he always do stupid things?)He asked stupid qns.He is lovesick?Tsk tsk tsk.Hope he learns to love himself first.

I AM SO GLAD I DIDN'T FAIL MY CHEM TEST.Phew.Thanks goodness I studied (last minute).Lol.Woots I like chem more and more! :D

Lol.Today our class were suppose to stay back to answer a Source-based question until Mdm Tang approves it.People crowded around the benches outside the HOD room.Then Mdm Tang had to do to her Sec 4 class for half an hour(which actually turned out to be one hour lol), so she said we could go home but we had to stay back tomorrow.Lol.Then A lot of people went home.In the end people from our class left was me,Jionghan, Rifdi and Niwen(He stayed for his phone), and there were e5 people.I actually stayed!!!!:D I didn't really felt like doing when I just got started while I was in school (sitting in front of Mdm Tang).Then yesterday's tuition was rescheduled to tonight so I knew if I go home I wouldn't do anything ;p And it's really better to find the answer yourself.You will feel a sense of accomplishment!:D LOL.Then somemore I don't need worry about it anymore!Haha.& of course can't forget tomorrow I am suppose spend my afternoon with NURMATHA!Haha.Our date got rescheduled twice already, so I must keep tomorrow empty!Lol.

Lol yesterday night Yingqi very funny.Messaged me to tell me she heard "over you" in 98.7FM.Haha!Then I started listening.LOL Muttons to midnight yesterday was very funny.People called to insult Vernon, and the best insult will win Ipod I think.LOL damn funny la. There were things like "You are so stupid that you think a table can walk because it has legs.", "You are so stupid that when tourists ask you where's the merlion, you bring them to the zoo." LOLLLLL.

Changed my blog song!(: VERY NICE!!!

Tuesday...Black?

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Monday Blues~~~~~

TKM Quote- "Aunt Alexandra's like Mount Everest, she's cold and there.
So near (physically), yet so far (emotionally/mentally).
Nothing is like this, you are like this, everyone is like this.
Everyone is cold, but they are there.
You can see them but you can't feel them.
They are there but they don't go to you
.Even if you needed them,they won't come.
Because they are there, not here.
Sometimes, fog emerges and they aren't even there.
Can you reach a rainbow from Mount Everest?
Will there even be a rainbow?
Can I even reach Mount Everest?
Anxiety and you cut me mentally (:
and I am tired. ;D
You don't know I have always belong to the first category of mood.
I didn't know Monday Blue spreads like virus.Haha.Nurmatha and Yuan Geok, do cheer up!(:

I think my msn is going crazy.Today I went in and all the contacts disappeared == Then a lot of windows appeared saying this person added you.They were the contacts that had disappeared ==

Oh exams are coming. ):

it has been raining....

The scary thing is not about discovering that you are not perfect,it's when you found out people who you taught are perfect are actually not perfect.

In the other words,it is there is no perfect examples.

I wanted to be a good friend,but I don't enjoy the process.

Because for many cases, it means accepting them for who and what they are and let them be.(Even if they are unreasonable.)

Then, they start to be real unreasonable, you don't really feel they respect you.

[I am sorry everyone have mood.Stop treating people as if they are inferior and you are far far far superior than others.]

And when the cost of a relationship is greater than the reward, the relationship might end soon.

They say rainbow comes after the rain,

I am still waiting for the rainbow to get me out of here.
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Haha.Had been pretty busy this few days that I had no time to blog.

Today is a short day.I actually stayed back in school with Yingqi to do Maths!Isn't it a miracle??Then tomorrow we are going to Bpp to revise and study!!Lol I believe in miracle now (:

Before tuition went to Westmall with WenYee to get her assessment book.Then we went to eat Double-cheese burger.Woots.Lol.Then went for tuition.Today was all about revision so it's pretty manageable :D

The TKM lit workshop on Wed and Thurs was pretty interesting.Lol Julia who conducted the sessions is a very enthu lady.Haha.The whole workshop is quite fun.And it was a class-bonding session for 3e4.

I actually had a lot of things I wanted to blog about, but now that I delayed what I want to blog, I don't feel the enthusiasm to blog about them anymore ._. Expired memories.Lol.

Maybe today is a good day, maybe today is not.

So what makes a good day?

Napfa test DDD:

Haha.Mdm Tang insisted that the clock in our class has to be at the back of the class.Then they were saying Mr Khoo didn't want to drill the nail or something?Lol I not quite sure.Mdm Tang said something like "Maybe he don't like his face?" or something in a joking manner.At first was referring to Christopher, then she was referring to Mr Damian? Poor thing ): But still in the end Mdm Tang still insisted the clock has to go to the back.Lol during Chemistry lesson some people were telling Mr Damian about the clock thing.Then he was like "I told the OM about it but they never do anything." Then my class people were saying "Mdm Tang said maybe he doesn't like your face." LOL Damn funny la! Mr Damian was like emo? & Something like a sian-ed face? LOL DAMN FUNNY! (and cute?) Lol.Okay I don't know why I am still laughing about it now x.x

Haha today Napfa test was great.For the very first time, anxiety brewed inside me and I got freaked out at the idea of shuttle run.I also don't know whyDDD: I thought I might die of heart attack why they say start == It's like every second counts?So it's very scary? Lol.But in the end I overcome it whahaha.Erm anyway, I think I perform quite badly today......zzzzz....The idea of some people judging how my clique is completing the station just affected me somehow.But anyway, it's okay, I have high confidence of getting a bronze this time because my 2.4 sucks): I WANT MY SILVER!

I am very very disappointed in myself for inclined pull-ups.): Lol you know right there will be someone standing there to 'support' your leg from slipping or something? Haha then YingQi was helping me.I don't know why one of her leg was closer the other was further.Then I did the pull-ups while reaching for the other leg for support.Then she kept moving away D: Maybe I should have spoke x.x Lol.It's okay it's okay, I am fated for bronze this year ):

Last year I was hoping for gold and I got silver?This year I am hoping to maintain silver, then I am getting bronze?So how to get gold?Aim for gold with honours? (laugh)

Haha after that Me, YingQi, YuanGeok and Elene went to the basketball court to shoot ball.Lol ELENE SO SHUAI!Then me and Yingqi were shooting,"Elene!喂我们药!" Lol cause the comic 萌男友 that Geok borrowed from Kendra, which I borrowed too, and now Yingqi is reading, has a storyline where the girl gets fever and was unconscious then the guy drank the medicine and feed her mouth-to-mouth.LOL!Then Elene kept remembering the "敷药" thing.Lol that's a bit pervert....Shall not elaborate......Only Elene want so she remembers :D But still I think we are still more interested in the medicine feeding ba? Haha.

Lol then YingQi went home while the rest of us went to buy WAFFLE and Lychee Red Tea!Cause Geok and I never eat lunch so we were hungry ): Haha then we talked a lot.Chatted a lot about random stuff.Then I accompany them walk to the bus stop and stayed there till the bus come because I was feeling quite bored (:

Haha today YingQi kept talking about Swiss Serenade, and she kept saying she is chio that day.Lol.So funny.But the photos she has taken....that smile......I RECOGNISE IT.Haha YingQi, developed your own smile ba! Maybe will look even chio-er?(:

Typical hypocrite: Usually gives you the Do-I-know-you? face or the I-see-no-one-there face. Only acknowledge your presence when they need help. *shudders* (Super xian shi uh?Seriously can't stand it.)

I am very tired ))): I am just looking forward to Wednesday.Lol definitely not because of the chemistry test.

Exams coming!Shall start muggin soon.Real soon.(:

Today is a happy day[:

Hmmm...

Hey Prider!
Lol I am dedicating one whole post to you!Is that enough attention you need??

If I had spilt personality,I will think "Prider" will be me.

To some extend, I think I should say thank you to "Prider".I swear I am not being sarcastic.

I am quite emotional this few days.Stuffs like I have no true friends, and negative thoughts about all sorts of relationships(family, blablabla), are rushing to me all of a sudden that I found it suffocating.

And thanks so so so so much to "Prider".I was kind of moody this morning.Then YuanGeok called me to tell me someone spammed my blog with all those contents.First it was "confused", then "agitated", then "sad", and then "happy".

Weird huh?But those spams gave me the courage and strength to rebut those negative thoughts which I had.

Maybe I should tackle some remarks.
Disclaimer: Evidence are not for Prider's sake, but for my own.I want myself to remember them.

"do really think kang wei likes you? you are just a bitch who puts love before you furking ass."
I don't really know where she(let's just assume "Prider" is a she) got the idea that I am putting love before me.Maybe it's my url misleading people.The url was created 2 years ago.....and I am too lazy to change it.Of course it's created way back before I knew Kangwei.The reason I put that was because I feel happy to love and be loved by people around me.Maybe I had a crush at that time, I can't remember clearly.And what's wrong with putting love before me?According to Maslow's hierarchy of needs, there are five stages of needs.1st stage is Physiological, 2nd Safety, 3rd being LOVE/BELONGING, 4th, esteem,...(Aiya go to wikipedia if you don't get what I mean.)My physiological and safety needs are met, so what I need is love/belonging.Prider, the fact that you are going against this very idea of putting love before you,so you mean love means a very very very low value for you?

[I see the benefits in listening in class.The hierarchy of needs Mdm Choo mentioned is pretty useful uh?]

"you are just a loner who dun have true frenx YOU are plain pathetic. Think of this whenever you turn in. Be SPOOKED by this i warning you"
Maybe "Prider" is the only one who is BEING SPOOKED whenever she thinks that she don't have any true friends.If not, how would she know one will feel SPOOKED if she thinks she has no friends?Haha Anyway I think I was truly awaken by this sentence.You can scold me plain pathetic for not turning to my friends, but you can't say I don't have any true friends.I may be a loner deep inside, but I do have true friends all around me.One concrete example would definitely be Nurmatha.How many people have a friend who can sense that you are sad inside when you do not appeared to be?I don't have to say or show anything, she can just easily tell.Then I have YingQi and YuanGeok.Seeee, they are speaking up for me.YingQi is a very loyal friend,she can make me laugh,and YuanGeok called me to tell me someone spammed my blog.How cool is it?I was having tuition when she called.I didn't picked up she mesaged me.And I thought she saw Mas Selamat or something?It seemed very very urgent and important.Then there is WenYee, she makes me laugh too, by tickling....Lol.Thanks, I will cherish them.

"you are the disappointment to your family and frenx, i feel sorry for them "
Haha.Disappointment to my family?What evidence?Hey "Prider",so your family and friends feel pride when you spammed other people's blog?Well done!*clap*If that's the case, should I go round spamming other people's blog too??Maybe I might be a disappointment to them in some point,but still,I am their child/friend.What makes the relationship between us?Love.You said I am putting love in front of me,and there you are talking all about love.If they are really really disappointed because of something I had done,this only further emphasize that they love me.Moreover, I don't think I did any major thing that can make them feel very disappointed.Anyway, I am disappointed in you.

"Who says i dun have pride! you are a farking ***** with little tits and you are in fact pea brain!"
Lol when did I ever said you don't have pride?Seriously, are you guilty or what??Even if I had said,the fact that you didn't write your name means you don't have pride in your name,and you are disappointing your family because you are not acknowledging your name.And I am not a female dog.Hmm regarding that quite offensive and no-link comment, so what?Other people big boobs then get scolded for being slutty.And I can't control its growth anyway lol.Lol and why are you observing me like this?That remark is quite fu qian uh?I don't care if you have big ones or not, I am not interested haha.My brain might be small too, but I never claim I am clever before.So how clever are you for spamming at my blog without evidence?So so so clever.

I am grateful for "Prider"'s spams, but I still want to comment on her attitude.
This is my blog and my tagboard.I can say whatever I want, but you can't.I know my blog is open to the public to see and tag, but it's not for spamming purposes.And you don't have any rights to tag on my board.You are not very welcomed here.

Anyway,thank you YingQi,YuanGeok,WenYee and Nurmatha for tagging.Prider wants attention and want me(or my friends) to get agitated.So(especially Geok)lax!It's okay.I don't really mind.Haha.Thanks hor!

And people, let's don't reply Prider anymore alrights?

Though I am half interested to find out who/what spammed my blog, here is my inference:
Prider is:
1)a girl (99.9% possibility)
-I don't think a guy would scold a girl for having small tits.Lol.
2)from SwissCottage (99.99%)
-It has to be someone who saw me before.And who else outside Swiss would know about me and Kangwei?Lol.
3)Feeling insecure
-She just trying to tell herself I am inferior and she is more superior.If you are really really living your life perfectly, you wouldn't do such nonsensical stuff.
4)Have big tits?(55%)
-LOL.I don't know..

To Prider:
This is the first, and the last, attention you are going to get from my blog.
Last thank you, you increased my daily hits today,
and gave me content to make a decent post.

记得-张惠妹

记得 -张惠妹
谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后

我们都忘了
这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的
有一天有一天都会停的
让时间说真话
虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后
我们都不知道会不会有以后

谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后

我们都累了
却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑
怎么说怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么
也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人
等着对方先说想分开的理由

谁还记得
爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中
看见了不同的天空
走的太远
终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我
要有两个相反的梦

谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后

Haha WenYee asked me to help her find this song in the end I got addicted over it? Lol
不要对我怎么好，我会怀念你以前的温柔

Opps!

Oh no oh no!It has been damn long since I posted ;////
为什么只有在你知道我伤心的时候才会多看我一眼？
Sunday!
Went to Kbox with WenYee!!!Her family went also but we inside different room.We went shopping first then we went to sing~~~~ LOL We were crazy-ing inside the room?She keep tickle me! Lol!We play songs then we kinda keep sing until very funny.Then we keep playing Haha.Quite fun ;D
如果我看起来不难过，你就不会理我？
Today was Agm.Yupyup.Really last cca session for the sec4 seniors.I will miss them ;D
你从来没想要知道我真正的感受对吧？
Woots after cca me and soulmate kept walking around the whole school without any real aim.Nice ah?
你是真的爱我吗?
I MADE HER DAY WONDERFUL AND FILLED IT WITH COLOURS.
事实中是残酷的。
I gave you nothing, how do you feel? ;D
我不想知道。
HAVE A NICE DAY!(:

Seniors has passed out! D:

Haha.Yesterday was the last cca session for the secs 4, though they are coming on tuesday unofficially for the AGM.
I cnt b trusted.U ignored me.Can u pls kill me instead?
Yesterday was quite fun.Haha Serene Lai is quite fun too! :D Observing cute guys and shuaiges. Lol.Some more looking for love.Haha.
I cnt ignored you but you cn.I cnt be angry with you bcus you'll b accusin me in e end.Mayb I m 2 dumb 2 put s much energy in dis tht I m very tired.I dun lyk dis,I jus wan 2 die..
Tuition yesterday was not bad ba.After that went to eat my dinner at KFC.Later have tuition again.Haha.
U were my motivation for evrytin.N I lost my only reason 2 live.....
Woots tomorrow I am going KBOX with HOWENYEE!Woots! (((:
Yup I m back 2 e life whr no1 will ever care abt me.

Woots happy 4th month!(:

Lol woooooots.Today is the end of the 4th month!!And coincidentally today's my mum's birthday!Woots!HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

Even though today is seems like a hyper day, but it wasn't really one?Recently I am like quite unfriendly and super super bad to everyone and super super sensitive and super super easy to be irritated and pissed.Lol I think yingqi is the major victim?))): I AM SO SO SOO SORRY *JU REN!*SHYIAN LOVES YOU.Today we were talking about some rather 'serious' stuff then she went on talking about a guy in particular.Lol okay now thinking back I think I found it funny xD Lol.

*Lol 'shyian' is suppose to be 'xiao ai ren'?Then I call her giant because she always need one and a half table, then she call me shyian LOL.

"BEWARE OF YOUR BACK!SOMEONE OUT THERE IS HOLDING A KNIFE READY TO STAB ANYTIME!DDD:"
Oh no I am so so so scared!Lol I am so scared because some stuffs 'stabbed' in are like not very true and that those people who they stabbed in front of might be scammed!!!Haha.
PS: Don't insult me by judging me without knowing me well now.

What's wrong with me saying some things in my blog?Maybe some people might not like it, but those things that you had done to sour the whole friendship, I dislike them too.Since I can't stop you from doing them, you can't too!Muahahhaaha.What's more you are doing things BEHIND MY BACK, while I am like doing things IN FRONT OF YOU?Looking like the mastermind doesn't means there must really have a mastermind.And I am not so childish to influence people to come over to my side if they are on the other.We came together because we have the common mindset, ANTI THOSE WHO DON'T CHERISH FRIENDSHIPS.Get your facts right before you move your tongue. (:

Lol Just now during tuition WenYee was saying how I should response when I hear some unwanted comments.Yup I don't need their judgements and remarks.YEA!But maybe it might be too immature to reply to what they are saying.What they said are not suppose to matter at all!We didn't hear anything right?And of course, whatever our talking-to-air comments, they can treat it as dog barking too, we don't mind.

For those people who have hurt me before, you will always be at least 50cm away from me. (: And yup, the number of people isn't that little actually.

Oh about yesterday's cca.The almost-crappy worksheets of mine and Nurmatha have been returned!!!
From her blog:
[Character's names....
Me: Ryan Butler Storm
Marion: K Moon Lily

1) What is your character? A person? An animal? Something else?
Me: Person
Marion: Person

2) Where does your character live? Does he/she like it there?
Me: Bikini Bottom. He loves it there, but his one true love lives in Trunktop and therefore, his heart lies in Trunktop.
Marion: Trunktop. She loves it there, but her one true love lives in Bikini Bottom and therefore, her heart lies in Bikini Bottom.

3) What does your character look like? Hair colour? Height? Weight?
Me: Highly handsome. 280cm. Jetblack, messy hair. Hour-glass figure, quite thin. 6-pack abs. Long legs and lean figure. Has huge arm and leg muscles that make him look sexy. Weight: 62kg
Marion: Totally gorgeous and cute. 140cm. Blond neat hair. Slim, figure is pretty good. 3-pack abs. Short legs. Has a small figure that makes her look adorable. Weight: 31kg

4) What is your character's pet peeve?
Me: Melonwater
Marion: Watermelon

5)What is your character's favourite food?
Me: Sweet and sour fish
Marion: Hot and spicy chicken

6) What are your character's hobbies?
Me: Windsurfing, jogging
Marion: Jogging, windsurfing

7) What can your character do better than anyone else?
Me: Windsurfing
Marion: Jogging

8) What makes your character happy after they had a bad day?
Me: Meeting his girlfriend
Marion: Meeting his boyfriend

9) What makes your character angry?
Me: Nothing
Marion: Nothing

10) What are your character's parents like? How about the rest of their family?
Me: Friendly and outgoing. They are not very strict. The rest of the family are nice people...like him
Marion: Friendly and outgoing. They are not very strict. The rest of the family are nice people...like her

11) What's one secret that your character hasn't ever told anyone?
Me: He is in love with K Moon Lily
Marion: She is in love with Ryan Butler Storm

12) Is your character outgoing? Shy? What do people think when they first meet your character?
Me: Outgoing. When people first meet my character, they think that he is very outgoing as he is really outgoing.
Marion: Open. When people first meet my character, they think that she is open as she is really open.

13) Describe your character in 3 words.
Me: Outgoing, handsome, athletic
Marion: Open, gorgeous, healthy

Woots! that was quite superb! hahahahaha...marion is one horny kid! throughout today, she was talking about SEX and BALLS...Multiple balls, eh? hahahaha]

Erm regarding the last paragraph.THAT'S TOTALLY CRAP AND BULLSHIT!!!!Lol.I was talking about the footballs on the field?Then I said multiple balls then she started laughing.I didn't intend to make it sound curvy but you didn't straight, who's the horny one?Haha And I didn't talked about sex okay.I was just showing her CLEO.There was an article talking about sex tips?? Then she got hyper when she started reading a little bit?? Lol.

I think Nurmatha is dumb.I said "Nothing is all over you", then she was like "Ya nothing's all over me."Then suddenly she jumped and let out a voice of shockness.Lol then I was like "Huh???What happened?" Then she said, "I just finally digested what you told me." LOL she must be having some sexual fantasies.Lol

Hmmm Anyway, I LOVE SOULMATE!Lol she is a emo-detactor la!I was like very very very normal, then she was like 'Why are you emoing?" LOL.Nice one.You rock.

Sigh school tomorrow.):
Goodnites!