I just came to a realisation that everyone is and shall be alone.Standing together literally doesn't means they are together emotionally.There are a lot of people in the world, but that doesn't mean you are not going to be alone.So ironical.It's the same old words, the person who understands you the most is still yourself.
Lol today during SS Mdm Tang was talking about 'peace'.She asked whether 'discrimination of one group of people without any conflict or war' is better than war.That sounds so so soooooo familiar.I had always used the fake-peace method.YingQi thought that was better too because war is too impactful.Though Geok thought that fight was better than cold war, I just don't find any reasons to compromise and we don't need any needs from them anymore.Geok has too much unhappiness about certain things maybe she thinks she will feel better to voice out.But since we had decided to live on like how we are living now, why look back?Geok said that we are living happier without them.Since they don't care, and we are not suppose to care, and as long as we are living happily, let's don't start any unnecessary fights which are going to affect us. (:
I know it's not a good feeling to have words stuck in your throat.Step into other's skin and think from other's point of view.We were the ones declaring cold war so we don't really have the rights to start a fight anyway.
I read this from somewhere,"Say sorry only if you really feel sorry and want to amend for what you have done." If not, please, don't use that word if you don't want the word 'sorry' to lose it's effect of apologising.Take note, 'sorry' is not the solution of problems.
And this time, I know, 'soft' doesn't work anymore.Stay strong and tackle the problems correctly.
Law of attraction, it works.Negative vibes are running currently.Let's see what bad things happen next :D
Monday, March 31, 2008
Thursday, March 27, 2008
23-Dimension's!
Love is special because it can't be perfected.
Perfecting love is hard, but it's worth it if the people deserve the love.
Friendship is a liking for a person.
If you don't like a person, why do you want to call him/her as a friend?
Because there are some things about them you hate,
you try to be friendly in front of them,
and backstab them behind the back.
I beg your pardon,
you call yourself his/her friend?
Everyone is talking about true love.
People there are shouting "I need love!"
and people over the other side are desperately wanting guys' attention.
If you want true love immediately,
then maybe what you want is to return back to what was normal,
or maybe you just want some additional care and affection.
Be patient, love is worth the wait.
For those people with low dignity,
please, if the motto of your life is guys,
then your life is almost meaningless.
Friends are important.
Of course some friends are fine with other friends leaving them alone.
Thats what they want, isn't it?
They never thought of those friends as important people,
so they don't really react to the adsence of them.
Thats when true colours reveals,
they don't need them and they can be happier,
so can they too.
Some people regarded as 'unimportant' are vexing over "friendship" problem.
"Friendship"?
Please strike away the friendship.
Are they what you call friends?
Since they are not your friends,
there isn't any more problem, right?
Everthing changes.
Love changes,
friendships change,
relationships change,
people change
priority changes,
care changes,
security changes,
expectations change,
changes change.
Life is cycles.
You go through this today,
few years later you will come back to the same situation.
Leo dislikes changes,
but she learns how to deal with some problems that arises again.
Of course, the cycle has repeated thrice.
She is clear of what she wants.
When she wants to do something,
once decided, she won't change her mind so easily.
She has decided on how to carry on without something.
If that 'something' should be there,
then changes will make them come back again.
If all of us are meant to be friends again,
we will be one day.
23-Dimension's,
We shall live happier.
I really do wonder whether you cared about me.If I am important enough,you would have realise things without me hinting.I thought,I was under your protection.But no, I protected you instead.I wouldn't be here if cars were fast.
心死了,还哭得出吗?苦不出的伤心,好难受啊.
Perfecting love is hard, but it's worth it if the people deserve the love.
Friendship is a liking for a person.
If you don't like a person, why do you want to call him/her as a friend?
Because there are some things about them you hate,
you try to be friendly in front of them,
and backstab them behind the back.
I beg your pardon,
you call yourself his/her friend?
Everyone is talking about true love.
People there are shouting "I need love!"
and people over the other side are desperately wanting guys' attention.
If you want true love immediately,
then maybe what you want is to return back to what was normal,
or maybe you just want some additional care and affection.
Be patient, love is worth the wait.
For those people with low dignity,
please, if the motto of your life is guys,
then your life is almost meaningless.
Friends are important.
Of course some friends are fine with other friends leaving them alone.
Thats what they want, isn't it?
They never thought of those friends as important people,
so they don't really react to the adsence of them.
Thats when true colours reveals,
they don't need them and they can be happier,
so can they too.
Some people regarded as 'unimportant' are vexing over "friendship" problem.
"Friendship"?
Please strike away the friendship.
Are they what you call friends?
Since they are not your friends,
there isn't any more problem, right?
Everthing changes.
Love changes,
friendships change,
relationships change,
people change
priority changes,
care changes,
security changes,
expectations change,
changes change.
Life is cycles.
You go through this today,
few years later you will come back to the same situation.
Leo dislikes changes,
but she learns how to deal with some problems that arises again.
Of course, the cycle has repeated thrice.
She is clear of what she wants.
When she wants to do something,
once decided, she won't change her mind so easily.
She has decided on how to carry on without something.
If that 'something' should be there,
then changes will make them come back again.
If all of us are meant to be friends again,
we will be one day.
23-Dimension's,
We shall live happier.
I really do wonder whether you cared about me.If I am important enough,you would have realise things without me hinting.I thought,I was under your protection.But no, I protected you instead.I wouldn't be here if cars were fast.
心死了,还哭得出吗?苦不出的伤心,好难受啊.
Monday, March 24, 2008
monday blues DD:
Awww..... After like 3 and half days of break, we have to face the reality and go to school again == How cruel! D;
Hmmm...Today was quite okay.YingQi was very lethargic while I was neither sleepy or energetic,despite the fact that I slept at 12 something last night.....
I had a ridiculous dream. I dreamt that I went to school for half an hour and went back home to sleep.Then was woken up and realise I can't sleep anymore ._. D: Seems like evil things trigger one another....]:
During lesson YingQi and I kept talking ;p Okay I am guilty, we were kind of gossiping ;/ But of course gossiping with EVIDENCE :D Okay fine they are still gossiping......
After school realise that Kangwei had remedials today..Then YingQi was going to meet HER (friend) GABRIEL at lot1.So I followed her together with Kailin, Sihui, and Yuangeok.Haha. I think YingQi was kinda quite excited and nervous and scared.In the end gave him his birthday present she went home == So Kailin,Sihui,Geok and I sat at the Food Junction there chat, since I am waiting for Wenyee's remedial to end to accompany her home(because I rejected her in the first place when she said she wanted to buy thumbdrive.haha) Then chatted about the USUAL topic.LOL.Seriously, what else can we chat about other than those things that concern BOYS??Haha.Then I said stuffs that I am not suppose to say and they are not suppose to know. BUT I COULDN'T CONTROL MYSELF~~~~~!Hahahaha.But some part they asked so I had to tell, because I enjoy asking quesiton and getting answer too ;D Others I said it willingly...... ;/////
After that went to library Yuangeok wanted to find books that teaches Japanese.Then I saw a Cantonese book/dictionary :D *eyes glitter* Haha so cute! Then pronunciation was like quite accurate!! Lol Too bad la! Wenyee haven't return my 3 books and I had one at home with me, if not I would have gotten it home!! Then they went home and Wenyee came! Lol this girl is a chinese novel fanatic.I think the library is her real world and home. I think she has like at least 10 over books at home already.Saturday she borrowed my 3 books when I wanted to return them.Then she went to the library and lent JiaChyi's ezlink card to borrow 6 more, together with her card. OOOO: Today she tell me she want to borrow more *faint* Haha but no more cards for her to borrow.Lol
I really wonder why some people can trust me.I can't even trust myself.I told my own secrets to others so how can I be trustful??? Hahaha. Okay that's a joke ;X
Headache ):
Hmmm...Today was quite okay.YingQi was very lethargic while I was neither sleepy or energetic,despite the fact that I slept at 12 something last night.....
I had a ridiculous dream. I dreamt that I went to school for half an hour and went back home to sleep.Then was woken up and realise I can't sleep anymore ._. D: Seems like evil things trigger one another....]:
During lesson YingQi and I kept talking ;p Okay I am guilty, we were kind of gossiping ;/ But of course gossiping with EVIDENCE :D Okay fine they are still gossiping......
After school realise that Kangwei had remedials today..Then YingQi was going to meet HER (friend) GABRIEL at lot1.So I followed her together with Kailin, Sihui, and Yuangeok.Haha. I think YingQi was kinda quite excited and nervous and scared.In the end gave him his birthday present she went home == So Kailin,Sihui,Geok and I sat at the Food Junction there chat, since I am waiting for Wenyee's remedial to end to accompany her home(because I rejected her in the first place when she said she wanted to buy thumbdrive.haha) Then chatted about the USUAL topic.LOL.Seriously, what else can we chat about other than those things that concern BOYS??Haha.Then I said stuffs that I am not suppose to say and they are not suppose to know. BUT I COULDN'T CONTROL MYSELF~~~~~!Hahahaha.But some part they asked so I had to tell, because I enjoy asking quesiton and getting answer too ;D Others I said it willingly...... ;/////
After that went to library Yuangeok wanted to find books that teaches Japanese.Then I saw a Cantonese book/dictionary :D *eyes glitter* Haha so cute! Then pronunciation was like quite accurate!! Lol Too bad la! Wenyee haven't return my 3 books and I had one at home with me, if not I would have gotten it home!! Then they went home and Wenyee came! Lol this girl is a chinese novel fanatic.I think the library is her real world and home. I think she has like at least 10 over books at home already.Saturday she borrowed my 3 books when I wanted to return them.Then she went to the library and lent JiaChyi's ezlink card to borrow 6 more, together with her card. OOOO: Today she tell me she want to borrow more *faint* Haha but no more cards for her to borrow.Lol
I really wonder why some people can trust me.I can't even trust myself.I told my own secrets to others so how can I be trustful??? Hahaha. Okay that's a joke ;X
Headache ):
Thursday, March 20, 2008
YO!
Lol oh no oh no I hadn't update for so long!
Haha.Shall start on Mon.Lol at night Veron,WenYee,JiaChyi,Ms Soh and I celebrated Madeline's birthday!!! (: Hahaha.
Tuesday there was Cca.Lol.Drama Fest rehearsal!A lot of great actors from the Sec1 this year!!!D: And alot of cute little boys!Some are not really cute, just that they are very funny!!!!The drama fest was on Wednesday, which is yesterday.LOL so fun to watch them la! They really act very well!!! :D
Oh yea talking about yesterday, I vomitted twice..... ]: Lol.just because of a headache.....Zzzz.Okay maybe it wasn't at all shocking or surprising.My headache had always been like that........ ;/
Yupyup so I didn't for tuition yesterday.And today was suppose to be cross country, I went, but I opt out. Hehe.
Lol this morning was raining cats and dogs ;/ Met with Kangwei and went to Chinese Garden there. And woots, neither of us brought umbrella!Haha.WanQing was sharing her umbrella with Angeline, then they shared with me!! (: Haha!Then WanQing is super nice la!She took out her towel and cover her head and walked away without the umbrella.Awww...I feel so badd....): Then Kangwei shared with Christopher and his friend hahahaha.Lol.
After cross country Kangwei and I went to Causeway Point and watched SpiderWick chronicle.Quite nice!!!Haha.I think it is more worth than SkyOfLove somehow.SpiderWick is more exciting and SkyOfLove is too predictable ._.
Lol woots yesterday I said I wanted to eat ice cream then my mum bought one whole tub of chocolate ice cream, then today my dad came back with a lot of ice cream DDDD: So funny.I don't know which one to eat now....
Haha my mum has been complaining about being bored at home ): So I said one day I will bring her to Kbox.Then she was like saying we should get money from my dad and go to kbox.Whaha.Lol when I was telling them about how they calculate the cost, they were like losing interest and walked away DDD: LOL.And I doubt we will be going ;/ I truly understand what it means by 纸上谈兵.
Lesson of the day: Weather is super unpredictable.Umbrellas are not invented for nothing,neither is it bought to be kept at home.
PS:Erm okay actually it isn't that unpredictable....Yesterday I was hoping that it rains.Today morning before I went out I looked at the umbrella, I looked at my bag, and I told myself, "Aiya!Won't so tyco rain de la!" Lol....
Hmmm actually maybe bad luck can diffuse...
To pangkangwei:
))))): I caused you to fall sick! D: Takecares!!!!!
Haha.Shall start on Mon.Lol at night Veron,WenYee,JiaChyi,Ms Soh and I celebrated Madeline's birthday!!! (: Hahaha.
Tuesday there was Cca.Lol.Drama Fest rehearsal!A lot of great actors from the Sec1 this year!!!D: And alot of cute little boys!Some are not really cute, just that they are very funny!!!!The drama fest was on Wednesday, which is yesterday.LOL so fun to watch them la! They really act very well!!! :D
Oh yea talking about yesterday, I vomitted twice..... ]: Lol.just because of a headache.....Zzzz.Okay maybe it wasn't at all shocking or surprising.My headache had always been like that........ ;/
Yupyup so I didn't for tuition yesterday.And today was suppose to be cross country, I went, but I opt out. Hehe.
Lol this morning was raining cats and dogs ;/ Met with Kangwei and went to Chinese Garden there. And woots, neither of us brought umbrella!Haha.WanQing was sharing her umbrella with Angeline, then they shared with me!! (: Haha!Then WanQing is super nice la!She took out her towel and cover her head and walked away without the umbrella.Awww...I feel so badd....): Then Kangwei shared with Christopher and his friend hahahaha.Lol.
After cross country Kangwei and I went to Causeway Point and watched SpiderWick chronicle.Quite nice!!!Haha.I think it is more worth than SkyOfLove somehow.SpiderWick is more exciting and SkyOfLove is too predictable ._.
Lol woots yesterday I said I wanted to eat ice cream then my mum bought one whole tub of chocolate ice cream, then today my dad came back with a lot of ice cream DDDD: So funny.I don't know which one to eat now....
Haha my mum has been complaining about being bored at home ): So I said one day I will bring her to Kbox.Then she was like saying we should get money from my dad and go to kbox.Whaha.Lol when I was telling them about how they calculate the cost, they were like losing interest and walked away DDD: LOL.And I doubt we will be going ;/ I truly understand what it means by 纸上谈兵.
Lesson of the day: Weather is super unpredictable.Umbrellas are not invented for nothing,neither is it bought to be kept at home.
PS:Erm okay actually it isn't that unpredictable....Yesterday I was hoping that it rains.Today morning before I went out I looked at the umbrella, I looked at my bag, and I told myself, "Aiya!Won't so tyco rain de la!" Lol....
Hmmm actually maybe bad luck can diffuse...
To pangkangwei:
))))): I caused you to fall sick! D: Takecares!!!!!
Sunday, March 16, 2008
Last day of holiday D:
Haha.Yesterday was quite fun?There was tuition.Lol The tuition on Fri was like very funny.Veron was quite high, erm she claims I made her hyper....which isn't really the case.(I don't take credits from lollipop! :D) Lol Veron!Who ask you to ask questions! Its good to be hyper also ma! Hahaha.WenYee had her piano exam yesterday morning and she didn't really memorise the German thing so she wasn't very confident.Nevermind!WenYee!I have confident in you!Hahaha.
After tuition Ms Soh,JiaChyi and us went to buy present for someone because someone's birthday is coming!Woots!Hahah and we are going to celebrate it tomorrow night (((: Hehehe.
Today is quite a nice day.Haha.Didn't know Audi can make people laugh until like that.Of course you need people to lame then you can laugh.Right,Kangwei?Lol!
I haven't finish my hwk DD; Okay I shall chiong now! (:
After tuition Ms Soh,JiaChyi and us went to buy present for someone because someone's birthday is coming!Woots!Hahah and we are going to celebrate it tomorrow night (((: Hehehe.
Today is quite a nice day.Haha.Didn't know Audi can make people laugh until like that.Of course you need people to lame then you can laugh.Right,Kangwei?Lol!
I haven't finish my hwk DD; Okay I shall chiong now! (:
Thursday, March 13, 2008
I am dead :/
NURMATHA WHY DID YOU HAVE TO KILL!NOTHING IS INNOCENT!I DON'T CARE I AM GOING TO REVIVE NOTHING NO MATTER WHAT!JUST WAIT!Hmph.
Why do guys get the girl they want but it is ever so hard for a girl to get a guy that she crushes???WHY WHY WHY.Lol.
Is it because that guys they don't fear rejection as much as girls do?
I have a book called "If love is a game, this are the rules" There are like 1o rules inside. The last rule is, "You will forget all this moment that you fall in love.[The challenge is to remember them when you fall under the enchanting spell of love]" Erm fyi I didn't finish the book, I stopped at rule #3 or something? The last rule is quite interesting. And I had always been wondering what it means. Maybe it's not chim afterall?? Hmmmm.
NURMATHA WHY DID YOU HAVE TO KILL!NOTHING IS INNOCENT!I DON'T CARE I AM GOING TO REVIVE NOTHING NO MATTER WHAT!JUST WAIT!Hmph.
Why do guys get the girl they want but it is ever so hard for a girl to get a guy that she crushes???WHY WHY WHY.Lol.
Is it because that guys they don't fear rejection as much as girls do?
I have a book called "If love is a game, this are the rules" There are like 1o rules inside. The last rule is, "You will forget all this moment that you fall in love.[The challenge is to remember them when you fall under the enchanting spell of love]" Erm fyi I didn't finish the book, I stopped at rule #3 or something? The last rule is quite interesting. And I had always been wondering what it means. Maybe it's not chim afterall?? Hmmmm.
Sky of love
Erm.Perhaps alot of people are telling me how this movie is damn damn nice and perhaps I have too high expectation for the show,I didn't really thought it was as nice as people said x.x
Some people even emo after the day they watch the movie. But I really don't see how it can influence one that much.
Okay the story is pretty sad at some parts.Maybe its because of the humour inside the movie,some people laughing at the wrong time and small children crying at the right time which make sad scene funny, I really don't see why I need one box of tissue as recommended by YINGQI.I didn't even use any tissue hahaha :/ YingQi said KaiLin cried, but WenYee said she herself didn't cry, one not-so-emotional person cried, while one more-emotional person didn't cried.Why? Lol.
Hmmm yea anyway back to today.Lol went to Causeway with Kangwei. Woots mallow blast! Lol. After movie we went to eat (: Pastamania wahahhaa. Quite sad la, today having headache so was like not so hyper DDD:
Hiro and Mika are cute! ;D LOL And I really find it funny when Hiro looks so much like a playboy and gangster but he is really not one.Lol.I don't know why but I see shadows of TangYuZhe(Please be kind and don't say that I am insulting Hiro, thank you very much.)
Who knows, maybe this movie might bring back my interest in Japanese again hahaha.
Some people even emo after the day they watch the movie. But I really don't see how it can influence one that much.
Okay the story is pretty sad at some parts.Maybe its because of the humour inside the movie,some people laughing at the wrong time and small children crying at the right time which make sad scene funny, I really don't see why I need one box of tissue as recommended by YINGQI.I didn't even use any tissue hahaha :/ YingQi said KaiLin cried, but WenYee said she herself didn't cry, one not-so-emotional person cried, while one more-emotional person didn't cried.Why? Lol.
Hmmm yea anyway back to today.Lol went to Causeway with Kangwei. Woots mallow blast! Lol. After movie we went to eat (: Pastamania wahahhaa. Quite sad la, today having headache so was like not so hyper DDD:
Hiro and Mika are cute! ;D LOL And I really find it funny when Hiro looks so much like a playboy and gangster but he is really not one.Lol.I don't know why but I see shadows of TangYuZhe(Please be kind and don't say that I am insulting Hiro, thank you very much.)
Who knows, maybe this movie might bring back my interest in Japanese again hahaha.
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Water horse legend of the deep
Lol.I think WenYee regretted calling JiaChyi to come along.
Yesterday was the 1005th time that JiaChyi scammed WenYee?? WenYee and I were at the traffic light across the Bukit Gombak Mrt station when JiaChyi called.Then WenYee was saying,"YOU BETTER COME HERE NOW!" JiaChyi,"Don't want". WenYee,"YOU BETTER COME HERE NOW OR MARION(??) AND I ARE GOING TO IGNORE YOU!" Then she hanged.
Just a few seconds later,"SI JIA CHYI YOU PIAN WO!" He was just across the road at Mrt station there.LOL.So now I realise WenYee hen hao pian.Lol.
Then we went to the cinema.There was only 3 shows available to be choosen because WenYee and I have typing at 5.The 3 shows were 10,000BC, The Eye and Water Horse Legend of the deep.Actually in the very very very first place even before WenYee asked JiaChyi to come, we decided to watch Legend of the Waterhorse.10,000 BC is out cause JiaChyi watched already. Then he wanted to watch The Eye! Lol of course we wouldn't let him. Though he said he don't mind us screaming, BUT WE MIND.We didn't intend to spend money to hear ourselves scream and scare the hell out of us.Then JiaChyi started saying,"Did your watch the Doreamon Movie? They are the same. I can use the money to rent more disc for your to watch!" He kept insisting they have the same storyline....So we bet; if the story is really the same, we treat him, if its not, he treat us. LOL.
Hmmm the show.Quite nice.But not extremely nice. I just like the WaterHorse when it's small. And gosh, we are surrounded by distractions. Someone in front wore too much perfume.Erm the scent(erm should I call it scent?) was quite special....so special that not all people like it.Lol so WenYee kept saying,"I feel like sneezing!!!!"And people at the back were making quite a lot of sound.Sigh.
Lalalala.
100th days.Lol
Yesterday was the 1005th time that JiaChyi scammed WenYee?? WenYee and I were at the traffic light across the Bukit Gombak Mrt station when JiaChyi called.Then WenYee was saying,"YOU BETTER COME HERE NOW!" JiaChyi,"Don't want". WenYee,"YOU BETTER COME HERE NOW OR MARION(??) AND I ARE GOING TO IGNORE YOU!" Then she hanged.
Just a few seconds later,"SI JIA CHYI YOU PIAN WO!" He was just across the road at Mrt station there.LOL.So now I realise WenYee hen hao pian.Lol.
Then we went to the cinema.There was only 3 shows available to be choosen because WenYee and I have typing at 5.The 3 shows were 10,000BC, The Eye and Water Horse Legend of the deep.Actually in the very very very first place even before WenYee asked JiaChyi to come, we decided to watch Legend of the Waterhorse.10,000 BC is out cause JiaChyi watched already. Then he wanted to watch The Eye! Lol of course we wouldn't let him. Though he said he don't mind us screaming, BUT WE MIND.We didn't intend to spend money to hear ourselves scream and scare the hell out of us.Then JiaChyi started saying,"Did your watch the Doreamon Movie? They are the same. I can use the money to rent more disc for your to watch!" He kept insisting they have the same storyline....So we bet; if the story is really the same, we treat him, if its not, he treat us. LOL.
Hmmm the show.Quite nice.But not extremely nice. I just like the WaterHorse when it's small. And gosh, we are surrounded by distractions. Someone in front wore too much perfume.Erm the scent(erm should I call it scent?) was quite special....so special that not all people like it.Lol so WenYee kept saying,"I feel like sneezing!!!!"And people at the back were making quite a lot of sound.Sigh.
Lalalala.
100th days.Lol
Thursday, March 06, 2008
Happy birthday!
Happy birthday to Yuan Geok!!!(:
Hmmmm.Woots.Today's yuangeok's birthday.
Lol yesterday was fun.Because shopping's real fun.Went to Bugis with WenYee.Haha.
There are damn lot of sales currently, so if you want to buy things, buy now hahaha.
Holiday is approaching D: Progress Report! OOO:
I just changed my song. It's a very old song from Jolin's old album 看我七十二变. Just suddenly fell in love with it again (:
Suddenly I am very motivated to study DD; Weird.
Hmmmm.Woots.Today's yuangeok's birthday.
Lol yesterday was fun.Because shopping's real fun.Went to Bugis with WenYee.Haha.
There are damn lot of sales currently, so if you want to buy things, buy now hahaha.
Holiday is approaching D: Progress Report! OOO:
I just changed my song. It's a very old song from Jolin's old album 看我七十二变. Just suddenly fell in love with it again (:
Suddenly I am very motivated to study DD; Weird.
Tuesday, March 04, 2008
Monday, March 03, 2008
Gahhhhh....I am a real bad multi-tasker):
Now,I can totally understand how Veron feels when her friends go shopping when she is not free.Okay maybe mine is a bit worse.I didn't know they were going out. I doubt they actually know I have tuition on Sat. So maybe, they just accidentally-on-purpose never call me again.Get used to it, girl!(:
I read it somewhere that shopping is a form of relieving stress. Erm, of course you have to practise self-control if not you will end up buying all the items in all the shops. Another excuse for shopping! :D
Hmmm...I have been sitting over the fence and observing my clique.After sorting things out and discussing it with some people, maybe I could tell better. Maybe some don't really care about the friendship, maybe some don't really cherish the whole thing, maybe some don't care what you are. Yup, people are that selfish. It's always themselves, themselves, and maybe plus one person whom they care. But still, I love YingQi (:
I think from now onwards I shall boycott those canned and packet soya bean milk [: You know, soya bean floods? And it flooded some pitiful soul's bag DDD: Awwww, Poor KangWei! Haha. That person must be superb, know you love soya bean, that's why treat your bag to a beany spa ;ppppp Erm perhaps with some mild-flavoured lemon barley too xD Opps.
WOOTS SHOPPING!(:
Now,I can totally understand how Veron feels when her friends go shopping when she is not free.Okay maybe mine is a bit worse.I didn't know they were going out. I doubt they actually know I have tuition on Sat. So maybe, they just accidentally-on-purpose never call me again.Get used to it, girl!(:
I read it somewhere that shopping is a form of relieving stress. Erm, of course you have to practise self-control if not you will end up buying all the items in all the shops. Another excuse for shopping! :D
Hmmm...I have been sitting over the fence and observing my clique.After sorting things out and discussing it with some people, maybe I could tell better. Maybe some don't really care about the friendship, maybe some don't really cherish the whole thing, maybe some don't care what you are. Yup, people are that selfish. It's always themselves, themselves, and maybe plus one person whom they care. But still, I love YingQi (:
I think from now onwards I shall boycott those canned and packet soya bean milk [: You know, soya bean floods? And it flooded some pitiful soul's bag DDD: Awwww, Poor KangWei! Haha. That person must be superb, know you love soya bean, that's why treat your bag to a beany spa ;ppppp Erm perhaps with some mild-flavoured lemon barley too xD Opps.
WOOTS SHOPPING!(:
Saturday, March 01, 2008
Hohoho.Guess what? I am online. (lols crapping x.x)
Lol.Yesterday there was Cca.Quite an interesting session.We were ask to create our very own character and Nurmatha and my character both have some connection, which is damn funny.Shall transfer the whole to my blog when Ms.Rina return us the paper.(Erm Will Ms Rina return?)
Then there was tuition.Tuition, hmmm, a.maths.Then today also tuition.WenYee,JiaChyi and I went to Westmall then WenYee kept fighting with JiaChyi == Haha.Maybe got influenced by Veronica(She fights with everyone ;p) So I was kinda bored. No mood to fight, no mood to see people fight too. Haha. Then before WenYee went away, JiaChyi said (again), "You see la!I have to think of what to talk about with Marion later!" That day he said that too because we didn't have any topic to say == I can totally understand that la.Because I am quite boring? Lol no la, kidding.Maybe sometimes, I think I don't know how to mix around with people.Yup and I forgot what is socialising.
I was thinking, maybe it's better not form clique. Clique tends to tie people to the same people and not mixing around with others. And of course, when you don't have any clique, there wouldn't be the word "pangseh" in your dictionary. Most of all, when there are cliques forming in a clique, isn't forming cliques quite meaningless?
Okay, maybe forming clique is just for a sense of security or something.Maybe it's a way to make sure that you won't be left alone. But when you are also going to be left out in a clique, why bother to be in one in the first place?
Lol I think I suffered(maybe still suffering) from OCD (Obsessive-compulsive Disorder).
Few obvious symtoms (which I was abit shock to see when I was roaming wikipedia)
-A need for both sides of the body to feel even. A person with OCD might walk down a sidewalk and step on a crack with the ball of their left foot, then feel the need to step on another crack with the ball of their right foot. If one hand gets wet, the sufferer may feel very uncomfortable if the other is not. If the sufferer is walking and bumps into something, he/she may hit the object or person back to feel a sense of evenness. These symptoms are also experienced in a reversed manner. Some sufferers would rather things to be uneven, favoring the preferred side of the body.
-An obsession with numbers (be it in math class, watching TV, or in a room). Some people are obsessed with even numbers and loathe odd numbers (odd numbers cause them a great deal of anxiety and often make the person uncomfortable or even angry) or vice versa.
-Specific counting systems — e.g., counting in groups of four, arranging objects in groups of three, grouping objects in odd/even numbered groups, etc.
One serious symptom which stems from this is "counting" steps — e.g., feeling the necessity to take 12 steps to the car in the morning.
The first one sounds weird right? Lol I have this symtoms since as I was born I think. It's like if I accidentally bumped the right knee, I will purposely bang the other knee with almost the same amount of force.At first I thought everyone was like that, then after that, I realise I was like the weird one D: LOL I even thought I was some alien from other planets.(Eh don't laugh! That was what I thought when I was young!) Until when I was in Primary One, I fractured my hand.Then I couldn't even my hands out! O: Maybe then the symtoms wasn't like so bad after that. But sadly,I am still experiencing this symtoms now.
I loved even number since I was born.Lol.I always take things with even number.So I was kind of unhappy when I realised there are 5 people in my family.I still went round telling people, I don't like odd number because odd numbers are lonely! LOL.But now I think I am fair to odd and even number already (:
Yup I do stupid things like limiting how many steps I have to take to get to a place.E.g. I must take 10 steps to walk to the kitchen.Quite dumb ah? It was more like a game or entertainment when I was young, and obviously I don't do this anymore. Haha.
Hmmm I hope having all this symtoms isn't OCD in any way. Haha.
Lol.Yesterday there was Cca.Quite an interesting session.We were ask to create our very own character and Nurmatha and my character both have some connection, which is damn funny.Shall transfer the whole to my blog when Ms.Rina return us the paper.(Erm Will Ms Rina return?)
Then there was tuition.Tuition, hmmm, a.maths.Then today also tuition.WenYee,JiaChyi and I went to Westmall then WenYee kept fighting with JiaChyi == Haha.Maybe got influenced by Veronica(She fights with everyone ;p) So I was kinda bored. No mood to fight, no mood to see people fight too. Haha. Then before WenYee went away, JiaChyi said (again), "You see la!I have to think of what to talk about with Marion later!" That day he said that too because we didn't have any topic to say == I can totally understand that la.Because I am quite boring? Lol no la, kidding.Maybe sometimes, I think I don't know how to mix around with people.Yup and I forgot what is socialising.
I was thinking, maybe it's better not form clique. Clique tends to tie people to the same people and not mixing around with others. And of course, when you don't have any clique, there wouldn't be the word "pangseh" in your dictionary. Most of all, when there are cliques forming in a clique, isn't forming cliques quite meaningless?
Okay, maybe forming clique is just for a sense of security or something.Maybe it's a way to make sure that you won't be left alone. But when you are also going to be left out in a clique, why bother to be in one in the first place?
Lol I think I suffered(maybe still suffering) from OCD (Obsessive-compulsive Disorder).
Few obvious symtoms (which I was abit shock to see when I was roaming wikipedia)
-A need for both sides of the body to feel even. A person with OCD might walk down a sidewalk and step on a crack with the ball of their left foot, then feel the need to step on another crack with the ball of their right foot. If one hand gets wet, the sufferer may feel very uncomfortable if the other is not. If the sufferer is walking and bumps into something, he/she may hit the object or person back to feel a sense of evenness. These symptoms are also experienced in a reversed manner. Some sufferers would rather things to be uneven, favoring the preferred side of the body.
-An obsession with numbers (be it in math class, watching TV, or in a room). Some people are obsessed with even numbers and loathe odd numbers (odd numbers cause them a great deal of anxiety and often make the person uncomfortable or even angry) or vice versa.
-Specific counting systems — e.g., counting in groups of four, arranging objects in groups of three, grouping objects in odd/even numbered groups, etc.
One serious symptom which stems from this is "counting" steps — e.g., feeling the necessity to take 12 steps to the car in the morning.
The first one sounds weird right? Lol I have this symtoms since as I was born I think. It's like if I accidentally bumped the right knee, I will purposely bang the other knee with almost the same amount of force.At first I thought everyone was like that, then after that, I realise I was like the weird one D: LOL I even thought I was some alien from other planets.(Eh don't laugh! That was what I thought when I was young!) Until when I was in Primary One, I fractured my hand.Then I couldn't even my hands out! O: Maybe then the symtoms wasn't like so bad after that. But sadly,I am still experiencing this symtoms now.
I loved even number since I was born.Lol.I always take things with even number.So I was kind of unhappy when I realised there are 5 people in my family.I still went round telling people, I don't like odd number because odd numbers are lonely! LOL.But now I think I am fair to odd and even number already (:
Yup I do stupid things like limiting how many steps I have to take to get to a place.E.g. I must take 10 steps to walk to the kitchen.Quite dumb ah? It was more like a game or entertainment when I was young, and obviously I don't do this anymore. Haha.
Hmmm I hope having all this symtoms isn't OCD in any way. Haha.
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