HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAILIN!!!

hohoho kailin is now 14 years old!!!
WHOOO~~~

just now ziyong and i send her HAPPY BIRTHDAY via msn;D
but i got something extra,
SMS ;]
so funny.i was like waiting there,
having the HAPPY BIRTHDAY! typed on the phone and msn.
and staring at the clock.
12.00PM
SENT!
whahhaha.

just now kailin went to add alvan.
and we kind of chat.
COLD TOPICS.
but i told him it was kailin's bd
so he wished her happy birthday.
EH KAILIN THANKS ME OK!
if not got less one people wish you happy birthday.LOL
lols i should say used that as a compensanate,
CAUSE I HAVEN'T GET YOU A PRESENT(you do know that;D)
and last of all i thanks my bro for cursing msn to kick me out,
here he got his wish....
there goes the end of the conversation...
suddenly reminds me of mr.ong.
that time chat with him he never say bye then offline.
LOL.now we are trying to chat with him
but he is away.aiyo he must be busy with her water.
chatting on phone???
LOL.

*you know how the worst feeling is created.this is when you think you like somebody,and kind of imagine what he/she is like,when actually there is no way you can know how he/she is like just by thinking.you carry that kind of idea in your mind about that person,thinking you really like him/her.you imagine him as someone you WANTED him to be.then suddenly,for some reasons,you just realise,he isn't what you have thought he should be.and there goes your imagination.CRASHED.this is when you wake up.this is no way you call it love.the feeling is made worst if you made this mistake twice on different people.and after the imagination,realisation and awaken part,for some reasons again,you suddenly think he/she is actually really what you thought he/she was,and believed that the reality is just some misunderstanding.suddenly everything is so fake.you are left with two choices,first to gave up second to continue. you still want to carry on either because you think that your love can break through everything, or you feel that if you give up now then all the effort you have made in the first place are going to go down the drain.OR maybe yet another reason,because you knew liking that person in the first place has been an error.you like because you wanted to like someone and not because you really like that person.so since everything isn't correct, why not choose the wrong way again to neutralise it and continue what you are doing.at least with that person in mind it might motivate you,or made you less lonelier.and since you are not the only person who knows that you like that person,why don't you just carry on for the sake of carrying it on?"good choice",eh??*