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he is someone special(:

oh yes,crush.a secret one.

why him?you don't know the reason.he just stands out of the crowd.

when will a person be so dumb to search all about horoscope?its when you don't actually understand what he is like.

he's so influential.you are emo-ing in the morning,but after you sees him,and you become so hyper and jumpy.

you use him as your motivation at times when you are down(but it turned out to be he is distracting you).be it motivation to mug,to stay happy,to live,or to love.

you think of him longer than what you think of other things.during geography lesson,during science lesson,during recess,after school when you are at home,when you are using the computer,when you are sleeping.

you know you want to see him.you like how your stomach flip when hes nearby.but still,you dread school.you don't know what to do if you walked past him.deny his existense?ohh thats very rude!smile and say hi?that will the most unnatural smile.

you emo when the holidays is coming,because holidays=no more him.

you started doubting yourself because of him.are you in love with him,or in love with the idea of love?did you love because you wanted to love and not because you really love?how long will this crush last?hundred of question,that have no answer struck you.you forced yourself not to think too much.

sometimes you ask yourself,do you want to keep this crush a secret?you think,i want no regrets.but,what will happen if he knows about this?it is suppose to be a secret!what if he rejects you?(and here you wonder whether 'he not accepting you' or 'being rejected' hurts more)oh no you are really confused.

ok,now let's just stop thinking and shut our brains up.
PEACE.