passion is dead,infatuation is gone D:

I couldn't sleep well last night because I was thinking about wrong signal and right signal thing again ): (Partly thanks to what WenYee had said yesterday...)

Lols,WenYee,I really know what you mean.(bearing in mind you are not the first person to say so)It's not as if I have never thought about that before.But still,that idea wasn't strong enough to stay long.

Ok,I shall explain the right signal thing.

The 3-month-infatuation didn't just die down over one night(Hey,I am not that fickle-minded! )Actually I have long realised the passion isn't there(Hahas,Nurmatha,stop saying that PASSION is a strong word.)

I know,if I successfully convinced myself to let the infatuation die,the wrong signal might become right signal again D:

Drama,way too drama.

And,I am not brave enough to face the reality.

You know,there is always a time when your heart says this but your body does that.So I forced myself to hold on to the infatuation when the passion is already gone for a short period of time.

Yesterday,I asked myself.What am I doing?

Then I came to a conclusion.I shall follow my heart. (:

So that's the end of the right signal.

What's coming up next?Wrong signal.

I don't really understand what I am confused about,neither can I understand why I can't be confuse about it.

I regretted telling wrong signal he is the wrong signal.

Sigh.

Is he a habit,or is he really going to be the right signal?

Maybe I wasn't confuse about the wrong signal itself.Maybe its that I don't know what to expect next.

Everything's gonna change,I know.

The complication in my mind is too chim to be explain.I shall end here :]