feel so sian~~~ =(

i am feeling so damn confused now....i am at the cross road of my life =(
my heart seems to have decided on something,but,its as though i cannot get use to the idea...
so what should i do??
i think i should follow my heart =D
but still,it all seems so wrong...
OH MY I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!

hai~~i feel so confused,and weird.i know right from the start,i get bored easily.like for example, i am watching a drama series,the story is so boring that everything can be predicted and there isn't anything surprising or something,i will stop watching the show.but can you actually compare something as wonderful as love to something like a drama show??its logical,but its ridiculous too.i mean,i know all these while it had been infatuation,so now what?another infatuation??

LALALAS.today morning i went to 3e4 again to find nurmatha,and we were holding hands as usual.then jingkuang was like asking,"whats so good about holding hands???" LOLS.so the great one was like,"hmmm maybe you should ask -----."LOLS.and ya she passed me her letter =DD

so during lessons i wrote a letter for her and wanted to pass to her during recess.and during recess,i gave another scream when i saw her.HAHAHHAA~~opps.

haha then it was art lesson.when i walked past her class,she gave my yet another letter.then today for art,ms.ong didn't came to take us,it was MR.SENG.whahaha,our boss =D so i was asking him what class he was going to take after our art lesson,when actually i knew the answer.haha.cause 3e4 is supposed to have social studies at that time.then i asked if he knew nurmatha,and he was like,".....OH NURMATHA!yaya i know her."LOLS i feel so lame~~~

then valerie was telling that she added jia hao a long time ago,which is last year.and she reminded me about someone's crush.LOL LOL how can i actually forgot that man!

when we were on our way back to our class nurmatha came out of class and talked to me again.LALALA.then after that i wrote a letter which i failed to pass to her.=p

the rehearsal for the teachers' day was at 2.30pm.then we went there and dance for one time and we were allowed to go.=DD

when i reached home i called nurmatha and wasn't at home.after that she called me and we chatted.HAHA i forgot to write in my previous post that nurmatha said she cried on the bus yesterday.OH POOR THING =(( she said she was sad haha because she was alone going home.then just now we chatted on stuffs that i couldn't remember.LOLS maybe because today she isn't that hyper(shes sick...oohh so sad...=[ ),and i am not as hyper as usual too.=[[[[[[

ya i shall end my post here.BYE!!~~~

why do i feel that people are disliking me...ahh whatever...