WAS THAT A SE LANG I BUMP ONTO??

LOLS.just now chatting with valerie in msn.

vaeЯIэ :
btw, today mamashop there got se lang
marionLOH :
our sch?
*vaeЯIэ :
yeap
*vaeЯIэ :
oppisde there
marionLOH :
why what happen?
*vaeЯIэ :
dunno leh. teacher today tell us de
marionLOH :
really?
marionLOH:
the se lang how one?
marionLOH :
what he do siahx?
*vaeЯIэ:
the guy just molest bah. should be . hahas
marionLOH :
lols
marionLOH :
cause yesterday i went pass there
marionLOH :
then got one uncle know i walking the left then he like purposely go walk his right
*vaeЯIэ :
i ytd went there too. and i saw a guy staring at me.
marionLOH:
then like zhuang dao
*vaeЯIэ :
then i go off liao he still stare.
marionLOH:
but he say like sry sry sry
marionLOH :
aiyo
*vaeЯIэ :
LOLS. teacher say like that also!!! he say the guy will purposely zhuang dao!!!! OMGOMGOMG.
marionLOH :
really??!
marionLOH:
LOL
marionLOH:
but i didn't take it to heart lehx
*vaeЯIэ :
yea. he go purposely zhuang dao then make the victim feel uncomfortable.
*vaeЯIэ :
lols
marionLOH :
but he zhuang me i was like stare at him siahx
*vaeЯIэ :
good. teacher also say : stare at the person hen hen de.
*vaeЯIэ ::
lols.
marionLOH :
HAHA
marionLOH :
its actually quite weird lorhx my friends walk in front then he let them pass
marionLOH :
i want walk he bump me
marionLOH :
so i stared!
*vaeЯIэ:
LOLS.
*vaeЯIэ:
hahas. not fair ar?! lols.!!
marionLOH :
i thought that guy blind is it?
*vaeЯIэ:
HAHAS!!
marionLOH:
i short doesn't means he cannot see me mahx
*vaeЯIэ:
lols. discrimation. LOLS.
*vaeЯIэ:
discrimination*
marionLOH :
maybe he think other people too tall
*vaeЯIэ :
will beat him ahhas
marionLOH :
HAHA
marionLOH :
ya maybe
*vaeЯIэ:
lols. icic.
marionLOH :
later slap him or something
marionLOH :
then short people hands also not that long to do so
*vaeЯIэ :
ya lor. kick his ass!
*vaeЯIэ :
hahas
marionLOH:
hahaha
marionLOH :
lols i gona blog abt this man!
*vaeЯIэ :
LOLS> okays. hahas!

ahhaha.ya yesterday as i said in my previous post i went to 7-eleven to get chocolates
i was with brigitte and kendra.
they were walking in front of me.
when we were at the mama shop there,
there was this uncle in front,
letting them walk passed.
at first the uncle wanted to walk on his left side(my right side)
so i walked the left side(his right side).
but at the last moment,he suddenly walked to his right side(my left side)
then like bump into him.
so i STARED.cause i knew something is not right.
then he said,"sorry sorry sorry."and walked away
so didn't really like bother it.
so was that the se lang that the teachers were saying???
LOLS.i still can laugh siahx.don't know why.
just find it funny.why pick me to bump.
maybe like what val and me were saying,
he think i no sha shang li(like cannot fight back).
short doesn't means that i have to be weak ok.
haha.then my eyes also know what to do derhx horhx.

anyways its lucky that nothing else happen arhx.
who knows the uncle i bump actually really bu xiao xin then is not that se lang?
(but he make it pretty obvious thats why when val say got se lang i thought of him..)
LOL.but anyways,people who live around there or is swiss students,
if you happened to read this post,
DO BE CAREFUL ARHX!
if got someone really purposely bump you,
gives that stares that will kill if looks can kill.
or if you really 100% sure he is the se lang,
give him a slap or something?
it won't be consider a crime bahx,it is kind of self-defence.
LOL but think the stare will do bahx;DD

<3*

YAY!i created a playlist and now there are more songs for my blog

actually my plant died yesterday night at 7:08:40pm
i suddenly decided to give up.WHAHA
then i was like not sad.
but then somehow i also don't know why,
some things just trigger the plant
and it revived again at 7:42pm
;DDD

whahah yesterday after school,
while waiting for cca to start,
zhenghuan,des,darren,loon rong and han jie played the BARAM game again
LOL then its like they kept laughin.
sat there for 10 minutes or more and haven't start yet.
what a failure!
then in the end like never play alot.
some of them end up playing with water.
LOL

during ldds,
while we were like nothing to do,
pratika,shuhui,kendra,jiahui,brigitte and i(and a junior watching us)
we also played the game again.
whahhaha

lols after ldds went to 7-eleven.
then bought cadbury's boost,chocolate doughnut and bitter chocolate (63% cacao ;D)
i just felt so chocolatey that i wanted to buy lots of chocolate
then when i reached home,
i opened the fridge,
there is sat chocolate brownies -.-
at night my bro bought famous amos' chocolate chips cookies=.=
LOL

;[ yesterday while i was online,alvan also was online.
then i said hi,he never reply me ;[
HAHA.think he is busy bahx if not is he dont want entertain me.
WHHAHA

aiyo i think i a bit siao diao liaox lerhx bahx.
i still miss camp...although other people's camp mood was over long time ago
because there were too much regrets,
we didn't played any games among our group,
there were cheers,but not alot.
i didn't play the flying fox which people said were real fun.
i wasn't in real close terms with any of the instructors
(HEY instructors are the people who makes camp fun)
lastly,i didn't make good use of the time there...
BUT at least we have lots and lots and lots of happy memories together;D
this is one of the factor that makes me miss camp

don't tell me not to miss camp anymore.
i know if i were to camp everyday with the same people
it will not be as fun.
i want to miss camp,because if i stop missing,
i will lose the feeling of missing camp...
and i don't want not to miss camp ;p
so there is no sense in stopping myself from missing camp
when i want to.
its better to let it fade slowly
rather then cutting the roots now.
(LOL sounds kind of chim horhx?)

*i really can't tell which one is true or false.my sixth sense is failing.i can't even judge my own feelings.i don't know whether i love because i love or if i love to love.but there it goes again,everytime i think of you.the reason why is simply because i saw my shadow in you.come to think of it,all this things are too fairytale...*

累了吗　问问你　
累了吗　问自己
故作姿态的你　心跳早已经背叛你的心
故作神秘的你　眼神却总还留着孩子气
想要依靠着你　延续着你给我的氧气
你的固执任性　最怕你突然就说要放弃
是这样天真　是这样心疼　
坚定的眼神有不安的灵魂
是不肯承认　还是我太笨　
两人的缘分　付出才会完整
累了吗　问问你　
累了吗　问自己
故作姿态的你　心跳早已经背叛你的心
故作神秘的你　眼神却总还留着孩子气
想要依靠着你　延续着你给我的氧气
你的固执任性　最怕你突然就说要放弃
是这样天真　是这样心疼　
坚定的眼神有不安的灵魂
是不肯承认　还是我太笨　
两人的缘分　付出才会完整
想要说的话　却不懂表达　
只是朋友吗　你冷冷的回答
这是终点吗　假装我不怕　
唯一的徵兆　是你说过的话
累了吗　问问你　
累了吗　问自己
累了吗　问问你　
累了吗　问自己　

add ons[03:14]:*你会比较喜欢个性像自己的,或是跟自己完全不同的勒?喜欢他,感觉一点都不真实,一点也不切实际,毕竟连面对面都没见过.可是我好象能了解他在想什么,虽然他不知道我是谁.这到底是什么跟什么啊?是不是一时的仰慕给的错觉呢?*(17/10/16 cip project)

LOL i was reading like arranging my post in the labels.and i saw this in a post titled cip project dated on 17/10/06.its like my feelings now larhx.(not 100%,but at least 70%)but i lost the ability to describe liaox.didn't know last time i can do it man!WHAHAH

BARANG BARANG

LOLS!haha.
today like keep playing BARANG BARANG again.
so fun;DD
those who missed will be shoot by the water bottle of kailin
whahaha
then after recess we played like mad.
ya AFTER not DURING
because our dear ms.kaur was late,
for 15 mins.
whahaha
for this semester she will be our lit teacher;D
and she introduced the reward system to our class too.
many people were attracted by the 2 weekend movie passes.
i heard ziyong saying that she damn cool.
whahahaha.

waa today i think i paid attention for almost the whole day ;DD
but i still want to change my place!;[

just now found a few pretty cool psychology test link:
http://brain0043.myweb.hinet.net/heart/002.htm
http://www.cnpsy.net/ReadNews.asp?NewsID=521
the second test was about your mind age.
whaha.
its says that my mind is 32 years old,
older than my real age 19 years.
childish %:56%
mature %:64%
aging %:36%
(鉴定结果
您心年龄32与您实际年龄差19岁
幼稚度56％
成熟度64％
老化度36％)

heres yet another one
http://app.astro.lady.qq.com/exam/1798/1798_35863.htm
健身方式看你多情度
标准花痴型。为了美丽可以牺牲很多，与其说是去健身，倒不如说是去选美，和同性比比增加信心，顺便看看有没有合适的对象，年轻健康的教练更是首要目标。　
whahaha even the test says i am hua chi ;p

yesterday i was thinking about a whole lot of stuffs.
hai think until i also confused.
*SIGH*
I AM SO DAMN CONFUSED!
somethings i really cannot control.
maybe i should let it be.
but there are far too many things that are bothering me...;[

i have definitely decided,i will not watch my plant die just like that.
it is not going to die because i say so.so water,i will never give up;D

KAILIN's BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION

YAYA I AM SO BOY FREAK!

hope you can see i am being sarcastic.
although i everytime talked about what alvan here alvan there,
BUT THIS IS NOT BOY FREAK OK!
i last time also everytime talk about joe cheng and tang yuzhe mahx.
i know it makes a different,
they are celebrities but alvan is not.
but its the same!
celebrities also you see then you like what.
and boy freak should mean someone who actually like many guys at one time
mine isn't that case ok!
LEOS ARE VERY ZHUAN QING ONE! (walau self praised...)
althought they get distracted quite easily
but they won't like two boys or more at one time,
or at least not this leo...
me this type is call hua chi.
fine?

LOL yesterday we had our photo-taking session thingy
then the informal thing.
SO FUNNY!
the girls did the beh
aiya whateva i just don't know how to spell
(you know how to pronounce BLEH right?
get the L off)
its the thing the instructors always say one.
ESPECIALLY BIG SHOE
whahahha.

tsktsktsk from now onwards,
TALK TO ME IN ENGLISH!
yesterday tio sabo.
ms.auyong want people to share with everyone how they spent their holidays.
then people go and call my name....
i was like drawing on my deathnote notebook
then suddenly shocked.
also dont know what to say.
then today have the oral presentation.
I DIDN'T PREPARE(well there is,last min preparation)
I WAS THE THIRD PEOPLE AND FIRST GIRL LARHX.
FREAK!
so lucky lorhx...
thats why,have to 'upgrade' my english lerhx;DDD

LOL ever since kailin brought her nike 'shooting' water bottle,
its like almost everyday also we play with water.
SO FUN!
reminds me of camp.
whahah its like going 1wk already but i still misses it ;[

today during art lessons,
at art room,
i was taught how to play the "barang~barang~barang~"game
which i saw the brown house playing during the camp.
WHAHAHA that time saw alvan playing;DDD

today so cool!
we should be having lessons till 1.40pm,
but mrs.wong wasn't here for our reading lesson,
so we were let off at 1.10pm!
we going to celebrate kailin's birthday,
but then sihui haven't got released yet,
so jun and shimin and i went to causeway first.
then we were saying what we might see BIG SHOES because he lives in woodlands.
(jun's sauce looks like BIG SHOES,and my camp group got one call larry derhx looks like BIG SHOES!LOL)
when they came we went to pizza hut.

LOL we ordered too much lorhx.
then in the end cannot finish
so we played the "barang" game,
who lose then eat one bite of the pizza.
ahaha i keep finding people who not doing,
i think they all hate me now.
LOL.then after the pizza thingy,
we went to get our bubble tea and went home ;)

hai i suddenly have this sian feeling.
don't know why.
like cannot re-adapt sch reopen.
still in holiday mood(or rather camp mood ;DD)
then nicholas was saying he will not submit the seating arrangement thingy liaox.
because he was quite sure mr.seng won't allow.
PLEASE DO CHANGE!
at least let me have a new environment.
if not i doubt i can pay attention in class.
shimin also say she like cannot focus also.
CHANGE CHANGE CHANGE!!
i at my place,not saying its not good larhx,
its that theres is no girl around me who could talk to me one.
then i get so bored that i will be doing other stuffs...

i think i will be changing the song in my blog later;D

can you teach me how to live without missing you?

FIRST DAY OF SCH!

HAHA today first day of school.
feeling so funny.
everyone is still in the camping mood.
BECAUSE CAMP IS SO FREAKING FUN
(actually when we know we are going for camp,
i was damn happy but as the date drew closer,
i was influenced by other people~~~)
well camp is such a powerful thing.
many people wants to be instructor now.
for what i know,there is me,anita and valerie
WHAHAHA
and so many people like dancing can?
for me,like duh~~~
I WAS A CHINESE DANCER.
i mean like i am kind of sensitive to rhythm.
BUT i am not a successful chinese dancer
haha cause i never could do the split.
and chinese dance now...its kind of not my type anymore.
HAHA!

today school wasn't that stress;DD
first day mahx,so there are quite alot of things to say before they actually start on their lessons.
then during the 1st lesson which was science.
me and anita super got mo qi siahx.
when i turned behind and like looked at her direction,
she held her hands up
and we did the xi shua shua cheer.
MUAHAHA its so damn cute can!
cause what i have in mind is alvan doing it!
LOL.

YAY YAY YAY!
we might be able to have a new seating arrangement!
wha i sit there like ALMOST nobody talk to me.
and i will be so sian and will start writing alvan name.
so its like i am not paying attention ;p
its so funny larhx.cause i was kind of designing his name,
i didn't bring any foolscap paper nor did i have any rough paper
so i intentionally wrote his name in my death note notebook.
then after the lesson i was like,"OH NO!"
whaha if it really works i will be the first one to die
and you will see all the homeworks and test disappearing~~
oh ya back to seating arrangement.
nicholas has planned one.
and like i will be sitting with timothy if mr.seng agrees or something...
but i am like not at all excited now.
because i have my "water";DD

haha after school,after doing some parts of the IPW,
geok wawa and kailin went homr.
left with me and anita
ANITA GOT BACK HER PHONE;DDD
and guess what we were doing for the few hours in our classroom?
WE WERE TALKING ABOUT ALVAN!
WHAHAHA!
we were saying about how cute,hot and sexy he was.
LOL anita if you are reading my blog,
alrights alrights.i was the only one who said those stuffs.
HAHA.and we were wondering if he will visit our blogs.
anita said he might so she told me to beware of what i write about her....
MUAHAHAH.i will never tell anyone what you told me about alvan ;p
BUT anita said that *ahem* is just a prefect boyfriend
(oh shit i feel that i am so bad,but this is real funny;DDD)
WHAHA i feel that me and anita sure sister.
sometimes we have the same taste ;DDD
but she a lot shy-er than me can.
hahahha.

tsk tsk tsk my heart feels so empty....
not enough sunlight!
I NEED SUNLIGHT!
hate waiting ;[

evil anita!deleted the photos geok me kailin and her took!!
WAWAWAWA!

hai so many people have fallen so deeply in love with alvan can.
AIYOYO!

because my heart beats faster everytime i think of you ;D
do you have any medicine to stop me from thinking of you?whahahaha.