hai life is getting hectic-er when the examinations are round the corner.all the teachers are so generously to give us so much projects.but we are easily contented,so we really really don't mind if there isn't any project.
oh today,again,its booked for project.GREAT.i woke up at 10 plus.*yawn* i miss my bed...well then yeahs the music project started from 1 plus to 5 something.hahah.we have to present it on monday.LOLS.hope it will turn up really fine. =D
NURMATHA REALLY REALLY DOESN'T LIKE ANYONE.
(you get my hint?anyways now we can conclude that she loves him because i don't remember his name is anyone,do you?)
before i went to do project,i got a call from the great one.LOL LOL LOL.she said she's gonna kill me(as if she can).like how many times she said that?hmmm around 6985614843 times?lols kidding larhs.as expected she called to talk about my previous post.because she wanted me to include that she loves him.(nurmatha if you are reading:relax!!!its just a joke)she was forcing,threatening,bullying me again=[
(halfway through the conversation,she was mentionting that yufeng will be going to NSC)
marion: "ohhh ohh ohh....i seee.thats why you want to go right?"
nurmatha: "marion,i really don't like you!"
marion: "lols anyways,can you pass me harry potter on monday?"
nurmatha: "i try,if my bag is light.i am not making any promises.
(soon we were talking about my post again.)
nurmatha: "MARION LOH AI LING!I THOUGHT YOU PROMISED NOT TO WRITE ABOUT YU FENG?!"
marion: "??did i write about yufeng("did you imagine that his name is there because you miss him too much?"i kept this question my heart) btw,you only made me promise that i had to write you don't like anyone and that 3e4 rocks."
nurmatha: "i don't care you have to edit it like the way i did in my blog if not your secrets won't be secrets anymore!"
marion: "ok.i try.i am not making any promises."
nurmatha: "haha."
honestly,COME ON,NURMATHA!do you really think that i will actually edit the post when i am having fun teasing you about him?i really think this is one of your weakest points.haha.but actually i am teasing you for the sake of teasing you,not because that i really think you like him or stuffs like that.but if you really dislike me saying you and him,i can always do you a favour by picking another boy from your basketball boys =DDDDDDDDDD i am such a kind soul!
(are you happy when this post nurmatha??)
well anyways,i wish to talk about the post about the "best" day.yeahs sweetFOUR the best group.i really love them,really,but not sometimes when we are doing project.i don't know why,but at times they do the assigned work late.for example,i said they have to get the draft of the newspaper article done by wednesday,so that we can work on the real newspaper itself on wednesday.they came on that day and kailin got it done,valerie done but really not enough words and yuan geok doing less than 35%.ok fine nevermind,i asked them to bring home to do and complete everything because the next day is the due date.and the next day two of them came with uncompleted articles.i mean like,there is so much time you can do it,i managed.i really don't know what they were doing the night before.using computer?i used too until eleven something.but i stay till twelve to complete.if you know you have project to do and don't want to stay up late then do the project first!i asked if they are staying during recess to complete,and they said they wanted to eat.NOW WHAT? you are not completing the articles the day before,not coming to school early PLUS NOT USING THE RECESS TIME TO DO,then like WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO DO IT.its not whether or not that you only left with a little bit,its the attitude.i can just tell them that they always give me that kind of i-don't-care-if-ALL-OF-US-fail.and since that works are assigned to you,you have the very responsibility to get it done.i do know i am selfish,i want myself to pass ok.but who is more selfish?me,who wants everyone from my team to pass,or people who wants everyone in the group to fail with them?
sometimes there is this debate in my head whether i am going too hard on them,though the opposition always wine.everyone is doing the i-tried-my-best-to make it equal amount of work.and it is agreed.i always ask if they could manage before i confirmed them.plus i dare say i am putting a little more effort and energy,and i have to check everybody's progess and remembering everyone task that the other member don't have to.ITS FAIR ENOUGH ISN'T IT?
during the last project discussion in school,they just get distracted so damn easily like as if one insect flew past is their business.(basically valerie and kailin)they go "ehh blablabla just walk past." and from that sentence they can drag until another person,another event and another completely different topic.and while my many attempts to get their brains back to our more important project are ignored,i kept silence.in the past i told myself i am lucky that i only need to speak up to get them back to project.but now,not anymore.though the silence game took quite longbut its quite effective.hey they ARE human(excluding the part how they treat project.)it didn't really take very long for them to realise that something is very wrong,and thats me asking this and telling them not to talk about boys.finally,they asked question.but i kept my replies short and sweet.and this time,i restrained from asking for their opinion,because when that happened they will know i am back to normal and they can be back to normal themselves.(which means continuing to get distracted without putting any effort to get in the discussion)
i really find the way they get distracted distracting.seriously,those guys groups are more efficient and faster than us.i really don't want it in the way when i do everything myself(my name's not lisa chan.)like for example,last time grouping,with xiaojun and lisa and without yuan geok,its always xiaojun and lisa,or sometimes me,doing the planning and stuffs like that.in the end,WE SPLIT.why?lack of communication.lisa changed things without actually informing us and we really felt that we don't have a place in the group.and now what i am trying to do is to avoid this kind of problem.why do you think that i want people not to get distracted and discuss the whole thing together?you think this is easy,with those boy-freaks in your group?if both one-person-do-it-all and everyone-gets-involved don't work,then the problems lies not with the others but THEMSELVES.i mean SERIOUSLY,if there is another group i can join,i will fly there.
i am already quite lenient ok.and if thats why they are taking advantages,you know i can always change for the "better".
to be frank i have a pretty nasty temper.but i always managed to suspress it before anything bad can happen.but according to the records,nobody has actually triggered it for a long time.(hmm maybe you should ask my brother how my temper is last time before i learnt to stop my temper=D)i used to be an impatience and really bad-tempered nasty brat,but as you can see,i am a wonderful angel.(yes its a joke.LOL)actually nobody will actually really realise whether i am angry or not,because i don't show my anger on my face(or maybe because i am pretending not to be angry.)i am really angry that time during the previous discussion(well my leo dictionary doesn't teach me weakling words like sad or disappointed.)in case my group's member haven't notice,during all the discussion,90% of them were the time i was angry.
haha you can see i have got a lot to say about project group ^^ honestly,i have more to say but some actually couldn't be put in words and that i think its enough =DD
there was this time i was wondering why catherine was scolding huoy jing for being weak.(she cried because of blablabla matter)i seemed to have found the reason because catherine has been through quite a number of things as i can see.(leos are fated to be like that,i read once)i felt the same way as catherine.some people just are so pathetic.they cry and stay emo and sad for like which seem a lifetime(its an exaggaration,they just spent to much time thinking about those sad stuffs.)seriously,PLEASE WAKE UP. THERE ARE MORE THAN MILLION PEOPLE IN THE WORLD WHO ARE MORE PITIFUL THAN YOU!before you start thinking about what you don't have,THINK ABOUT WHAT YOU HAVE FIRST.you may realise that you are actually more fortunate than you thought. =DDD
oh its a long post.i shall end here =D
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