Saturday, March 01, 2008

Hohoho.Guess what? I am online. (lols crapping x.x)

Lol.Yesterday there was Cca.Quite an interesting session.We were ask to create our very own character and Nurmatha and my character both have some connection, which is damn funny.Shall transfer the whole to my blog when Ms.Rina return us the paper.(Erm Will Ms Rina return?)

Then there was tuition.Tuition, hmmm, a.maths.Then today also tuition.WenYee,JiaChyi and I went to Westmall then WenYee kept fighting with JiaChyi == Haha.Maybe got influenced by Veronica(She fights with everyone ;p) So I was kinda bored. No mood to fight, no mood to see people fight too. Haha. Then before WenYee went away, JiaChyi said (again), "You see la!I have to think of what to talk about with Marion later!" That day he said that too because we didn't have any topic to say == I can totally understand that la.Because I am quite boring? Lol no la, kidding.Maybe sometimes, I think I don't know how to mix around with people.Yup and I forgot what is socialising.

I was thinking, maybe it's better not form clique. Clique tends to tie people to the same people and not mixing around with others. And of course, when you don't have any clique, there wouldn't be the word "pangseh" in your dictionary. Most of all, when there are cliques forming in a clique, isn't forming cliques quite meaningless?

Okay, maybe forming clique is just for a sense of security or something.Maybe it's a way to make sure that you won't be left alone. But when you are also going to be left out in a clique, why bother to be in one in the first place?

Lol I think I suffered(maybe still suffering) from OCD (Obsessive-compulsive Disorder).
Few obvious symtoms (which I was abit shock to see when I was roaming wikipedia)
-A need for both sides of the body to feel even. A person with OCD might walk down a sidewalk and step on a crack with the ball of their left foot, then feel the need to step on another crack with the ball of their right foot. If one hand gets wet, the sufferer may feel very uncomfortable if the other is not. If the sufferer is walking and bumps into something, he/she may hit the object or person back to feel a sense of evenness. These symptoms are also experienced in a reversed manner. Some sufferers would rather things to be uneven, favoring the preferred side of the body.
-An obsession with numbers (be it in math class, watching TV, or in a room). Some people are obsessed with even numbers and loathe odd numbers (odd numbers cause them a great deal of anxiety and often make the person uncomfortable or even angry) or vice versa.
-Specific counting systems — e.g., counting in groups of four, arranging objects in groups of three, grouping objects in odd/even numbered groups, etc.
One serious symptom which stems from this is "counting" steps — e.g., feeling the necessity to take 12 steps to the car in the morning.

The first one sounds weird right? Lol I have this symtoms since as I was born I think. It's like if I accidentally bumped the right knee, I will purposely bang the other knee with almost the same amount of force.At first I thought everyone was like that, then after that, I realise I was like the weird one D: LOL I even thought I was some alien from other planets.(Eh don't laugh! That was what I thought when I was young!) Until when I was in Primary One, I fractured my hand.Then I couldn't even my hands out! O: Maybe then the symtoms wasn't like so bad after that. But sadly,I am still experiencing this symtoms now.

I loved even number since I was born.Lol.I always take things with even number.So I was kind of unhappy when I realised there are 5 people in my family.I still went round telling people, I don't like odd number because odd numbers are lonely! LOL.But now I think I am fair to odd and even number already (:

Yup I do stupid things like limiting how many steps I have to take to get to a place.E.g. I must take 10 steps to walk to the kitchen.Quite dumb ah? It was more like a game or entertainment when I was young, and obviously I don't do this anymore. Haha.

Hmmm I hope having all this symtoms isn't OCD in any way. Haha.

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